:D

2010-07-28T03:23:00.002+08:00

shit, another one who looks like him...

I now at least noe 3 guys look like him...

And again... ...

I told ww n showed him his pic, he gave me the stunned look... He also thks the one in my school looks like my ex and him too...

Like wth right, n it's so qiao cus the way we got to noe each other is so "special"? Lol

... I cant do anything again, but at least we started to talk after "tat", haha:)

2010-07-21T04:30:00.002+08:00

Retarded, y u dun noe that ur small little move will affect my feeling...

@@ I go slp le, herh!

2010-07-08T04:00:00.005+08:00

W: So how?

Me: Huh? Wat so how?

W: Nvm

Wah, I felt like killing u at that moment...

I wanted to meet him and others for photo shoot only, in the end, didnt really shoot anything...

We like meet up too often recently... n he already got nothing to talk to me like that, then just sit there quietly...

I shared a lot of things with him, I almost complained every single thing that makes me unhappy... lol

Hmm, he must be speechless when he see this post and nag me for post all these craps at this time...

Me: Ass, u must be sleeping now, lol, idk what am I writing liao... hmm, I miss u though we're going to meet each other again n I just met u in the last 12 hrs...

2010-07-04T06:54:00.004+08:00

W said one thing I didnt change which is bad...

W said I sleep too late...

W said I should change...

I said I cant change...

I said U noe why I cant...

I said I noe it's a bad habit...

W said change it for me...

2010-06-21T03:12:00.004+08:00

I thk I must be truthful to myself...

Y cant me just say out my true feelings n I dun want to keep ur name as a secret already...

Ng Zu Jing...

I dun thk I cant live without u, obviously, Im still a happy n siao girl with no u in my life...

However, the truth is I think u're still in my heart...

I ain't like those extreme gals, I can accept that we already break, we aint friends anymore n we dun contact each other at all...

Im not dumb, or can say Im quite rational... I wont choose to jump off a building for a guy or being annoying n keep disturbing the guy...

But how I wish u could tell me y u chose to mia in the first place...

I think I can understand a bit... cus u noe that we cant contact cus we cant be just purely friends after those things happened... n u no need to contact with me cus u got other girls to contact with, I can tell this from ur pics...

Fine, cus I saw u grinned, not like last time... U seem to be happier now:)

I aint a loser just bcus I cant forget ab u or whatever, n I still believe that u're a good person.

I think u worth me to confess all these, as I also told u before, we only live once, so... I dun want to regret...

Sorry for the sms that I sent to u just now, 'Ass'

I still rem u said the song 'Sha Gua' is the best song to describe both of us...

But till now, I think it's the best song for me, not for u...

I tried to find ur num cus I wanted to say happy bday to u on 13June, but I cant find... Dun noe why, I wanted to find ur num again just now, n I found it at the back of my photo, but instead of ur name, I put there 'someone that I want to forget' last time...

I thk u still rem me, cus u have our couple tee that we didnt wear it tgt before, couple ring, my diary for u, present, small small little things, photos, t-shirt that I bought for u... ...n our memories... U cant throw memories away dear...

Lastly, I felt sorry to insult ur english name... n talked shit on ur fren's fb page...

I thk I was angry about some of the comments that u left there...

Nvm, hope we can smile to each other when we meet again:)

Smile more, cus u look gorgeous when u smile...

2010-06-20T05:34:00.003+08:00

5.34 am now...

Im surprised that there are ppl still visiting my blog... cus I nv update n there's no pic anymore...

I thk if there's time, I will change this blog skin n make my blog looks more interesting by uploading pics again? Hmm, if there's time okay:)

Feel damn bad now, cus monday sch reopen, we only have one week of holiday...

I need to retake one subject, new class== Dun noe who I'll face... a bit scared eh

Another thing is I will skip sch for Universal Studio, like wtf... I dun dare to tell my parents, but I'll tell them after some days, lol

Fuck sia, 9am class, then in between got 3 hours break, n others only have one module, but it was my fault, so I must face the consequences.

Hope everything will be fine, I will put in my effort, wake up early, no slacking from the start I promise...

I feel damn guilty now... my Tuesday... my sch day... n Im going to Universal Studio... F F F

To someone: I thk I like u, n how I hope u also like me not bcus of that u ass...

2010-06-01T01:16:00.007+08:00

Feel like crying...

Feel like screaming out the F-word...

Shit sia, totally no life... 4 days break including e weedends, I almost spent all my time on e two final assignments... freaking loads things to do...

I felt guilty for sleeping, watch tv shows while eating, n taking bus n mrt... I thk I wasted my own time, did I?

N Im not superman, Im not those kind no need sleep still can straightaway go school at 9 in the morning or sleep 1 or 2 hrs can wake up one... I had tried b4, but only 1 or 2 times really got no choice, or I will overslept for sure for most of the times on the submission days... F sia

I had changed...

I used to bring a camera along with me whenever I go out...

I used to take pictures of myself like non stop, but now I find it lame...

I used to be quite extreme n emo, but now I become more open-minded n happy...

However, one thing nv change in me...

Im still rather detail, so tat's why I need to spend more time on my assignment... cus I will thk a lot for this n that... ma fan ttm

I'm changing... ya, I noe I need to change, it's not a good habit...

N I thk I had ignored my phone for a long period of time...

Not totally ignore la of course, but Im not so addicted to sms, phone calls n blah blahs...

I always put it in silent mood, that's why I always dont pick up calls n dont reply msgs...

N I hate those times when I waited for someone's msg or talk to someone through phone from afternoon till the next day morning or till I sleep... shitty memories... pity my ears n brain sia...

Oh, one more thing... Haha, I just realised he'll read my blog daily... cus he explained to me e thing on that day after I wrote a post...

Lol, zi lian, how u noe I was talking ab u... ok la, sux explanation n we met each other today:)

2010-05-31T03:32:00.002+08:00

Cant u just stop disturbing my mind...

Stop ur nonsense...

I said we better dun contact, u said u're not him...

I noe, but... yaw 2 look alike...

What should I reply ur nonsense next time?

'Me too?'

Restart again?

N y u have e same girl frens as him?! U noe how shocked when I found out?

Sua la, I dun want to hear ur explanation, k

2010-05-23T03:15:00.002+08:00

Damn busy recently...

He asked me to listen this song- Jay Chou's new song...

Hmm, ok...

I also miss u deh, stupid.

2010-05-19T00:30:00.003+08:00

Recently, I del some ppl in my fb...

His frens...

I dun want to see his photos...

Cut my connections with him...

Cut ALL

:)

2010-05-16T02:59:00.002+08:00

~怀念竟比失去还要更难受

因为有太多的回忆，

太多了...

I wanted to tell u that JC ppl cant stead with e Poly ppl, I noe u will reply me crap...

原来做朋友这么难...

I didnt noe it was so harsh to u

直到你说没办法，很累

U tot I will reply,'Then sua lor.'

你错了，

你不知道在笑容的背后，我有多需要你

每次假装生气，臭脸多过笑脸，都是因为身边有可爱的你，我不怕扮丑

还记得你说，我不化妆比较好看

我一直没办法接受，是因为你的样子，笑容，背景，都太像上一个

我不知道我在怀念，还是？

可是，你已经慢慢走远了

U noe sometimes I said that I regretted n I should choose to go JC... n I want to wear uniform blah blah... Is all bcus of u... Yah, imagine we're in the same sch n we can see each other more often... n... ...

And I dun like e relationship between u n ur female schmates, too close?

Watever la, da sha gua, thx for the sms

2010-05-14T04:35:00.002+08:00

我到底错在哪里，

让你就这样放手，

完完全全的放开。

2010-05-13T02:18:00.002+08:00

Finished!!!

Woho, I finished my assignments for Prepress!

But next block I got 2 modules, n also for my other blocks...

Nvm, plan well n do well!

Slp early n wake up early:D

2010-05-11T03:04:00.004+08:00

有些人注定是一辈子的朋友，

有些人注定是过客，

是留不住的，

往往你越想要留住的越留不住，

反而离你最远，离开的最彻底。

2010-05-08T14:48:00.006+08:00

Recently, I realised I had changed a lot compared to e past.

In many ways...

Hmm, I really hate those ppl who r not so familiar with me n contact me back randomly.

G: Hello, what r u doing? Can chat?

Me: U r?

G: Gxxxx ah

Me: Anything? (I'm very polite already, usually I wont reply)

G: How r u? Can chat?

Me: Chat wat? U can chat with ur frens wat. Pls dun sms me randomly, ty

n those strangers who ask me for msn or num, wualiao, pls la, grow up, be more mature.

What can I chat with yaw? We r strangers lea==

Shocked, still got ppl use fb to make frens with strangers... last time frenster still not enough ah?

o.O It's raining naw~!

Btw, pls dun sms me or call me randomly, or prank call me! There r so many new nums appeared recently...

What eh 'Hello, are you cherrie?', '... I also dun noe why my phone has ur num.'

LOL, U dun noe den u expect me to noe ah?

One more thing, I dun like ppl stalking me, I mean u dun come to me n say what ab my ex bf or watever things k...

So? U thk I care arh? So wat? Watever u wan to do k, talk shit ab me also can... I dun even rem any of my ex lah... Non of my business

:) Study hard n then Play hard, Designers Rocks!!!

2010-04-27T19:12:00.003+08:00

Last time I saw e pics he took with others/girls, I felt angry or sad maybe?

Just now I saw tat kind of pics again... I dun have much feeling, I only asked a qn in my heart,'Is the e girl hua chi or something... lame==, keep on took guys' pics for?-.-... n those reflection pics... childish ttm... they 3 stand tgt look so funny... haha.'

Lol, good, n Im busy recently...

2010-04-26T02:31:00.002+08:00

I believe that 'Time heals'...

cus me myself is the best example...

However, hmmm, I cant forget e person la... till now, he's still in my mind... just e feeling fades...

:)

Crap again at this time, off to slp, n it's Monday! A new start, be positive!

2010-04-22T19:55:00.003+08:00

Halo

Firstly, CM advised me dun play around anymore... He asked me thk whether I should still stay in Design...

I didnt even thk... I nodded my head... but I didnt say yes or anything...

He said design students spend a lot of time on their work, if me still cant cope should thk ab whether I should still stay here or not...

Yah, he's right, 'lazy' is not an excuse....

It's time for me to change...

A new start, new classmates, a new me:)

No 2ndly n 3rdly, so Ciaos!

2010-04-20T01:39:00.002+08:00

Hi, ya, I'm back!

Random: Actually just now I wanted to write this on fb, but it's too random so... ...

I wanted to say I hate ah bengs, lol

Dots right?

Nvm... haha...

My blog looks dead hor?

Heck care lahhh...

Btw, y the ryan go del his fb... wondering whether he's still alive or nort...

the stupid

2010-03-20T06:01:00.004+08:00

That day was the last day I cried in front of u, the wet tissue which u passed to me is still in my drawer

It's not wet anymore...

I cant imagine the things u did to me after that... Nvm, it's over(:

Im going to the country that u just went, hehe, Im going to see the things that u saw b4...

U were the best part of me, but now, u became the best part of my memories, hmm, still gd

Actually I have a lot of things want to tell u... I will still thk of u when I feel sad, cus u were always there for me...

I want to say the pain that I had suffered in my first year in TP...

I noe u might also suffering in St Andrew now... U noe there are many times I passed by ur sch in cab, I stared at ur sch and tried to look for u... Funny? hehe...

Hmm, 'uncle voice', I tried my best to finish my work already, but I cant do it well... Everything

I was eager to try my best till I gave up today...

Haha, so long nv contact u le... haha

Hehe

(There's one day I received a msg from a stranger, I tot the person was u, n I went n searched ur num, but I cant find it, I had saved it in many places before I delete it... However, I just couldn't find it... Haha, it's fate I thk)

P.S. :

To G: I noe u wont see this, but dun contact me n del my num in ur phone... I hate those who suddenly contact me back for nth... If u need ppl to entertain u, go find others... Dun come n find me k... I didnt reply cus I dun wan to talk bad words to u... what is 'Good morning, what r u doing' n 'G here, u still angry huh?'... U noe what, I wanted to say U siao ah, n f off kay!!!

To those FBookers: Dun come talk to me n ask me for xxx k, 我不屑OKAY:/

To my dearest frens n TP frens: I will really miss yaw much much k~ take care n enjoy this short holiday... Love yaw

By Cher, going to Japan tmr midnight~

2010-03-05T01:54:00.004+08:00

I woke up late yesterday, so didnt go to sch.

I received his call in the afternoon, he said he was on the way to Tampines.

I was HUH?!

As usual, went to library, accompany him to study, dots... cus I got nothing to do, so I was trying to be annoying by disturbing him or staring at him...

But I dun noe why I felt sad...

He didn't noe, cus I was trying to make a fool of myself in front of him...

Why like this... I tot everything is over...

[Staring at him]

[He realised] Him: Y are u looking at me?

Me: Siao, where got.

Him: Aww~!

Me: What? U don look at me how u noe im looking at u.

Him: ==

I like to piak his face... n he will return me tat super cute smile...

I tot u're the one who cant get over me, nope, Im too conceited...

Now, I only hope that u wouldn't become a flirt one day, cus u really dun look like it.

Ur smile tells everything:) I like it.

2010-02-28T05:22:00.003+08:00

Ohayo!!! 5.22 am~

I was painting in my room while watching e last few episodes of a korean drama.

Btw, I seldom check my phone at home n I always put silent mood, is this a bad habit?

Sians, my frens always complain n say that they cant find me ==

And today, e shagua sent me so many msgs, n the last one is 'U changed'

I was like O.O, wth are u talking about... Siao kia, nv reply means I changed... ... Speechless

Switch topic -> Y the gal behaves like that huh? n wrote those kind of comments... Speechless also...

Im so sure that she wrote she met u b4 n blah blah on her blog n u told me u nv see her b4? n u just noe her recently? Moreover, she's introduced by wk? odd sia...

Btw, non of my business la, just cant tah han her behaviors, so bixxhy

Quite unlucky recently, sigh... Hope I can overcome all the hurdles in front of me:)

2010-02-24T21:22:00.005+08:00

^^ Im going to Japan soon... Counting down... Ab one month ==

After I did my 2D Arts and DH&C~

Unfair... We only got one month of holiday... Really ah? Are yaw joking with me?

Btw, no difference la, cus I was quite slack, my bad my bad...

Thanks KJ for giving us E-learning, hahas, cus I overheard that DH&C is hard for other courses...

Tokyo, Hokkaido, Okinawa, or any other places (must see how my daddy plans), Im Coming!!!

Bye Stupid Hot Sun, Ohayo Winter/Spring, Sakura, Snow?, Sushi, Ramen~~~!!!

I hope I will enjoy e 2 modules instead of thinking I will suffer in this month...

Be positive!!! Yaw also must be positive k!!! Nothing is impossible:DDD

Loves, by Cher

2010-02-23T03:22:00.002+08:00

惯性背叛

对啊，我好像都忘了，我早就习惯了

3.23 am, still need to do my journal...

Btw, Im so full now, eat too much... Someone knows I like to stuff myself when I feel sad...

2010-02-21T02:48:00.002+08:00

WTF, Y I every night only hear ppl saying 'I go slp le, nights'

!#%^&*($! +*@#!

I complained to him this n that just now over the phone...

I sound damn angry hor? hehe

He said I thk too much, ya lor... I silly wat...

I asked him y the shitd must treat me like this... make me sad only

And it's very funny to see someone actually scared me n another one will get closer, n e acts she did hehe made me laugh only...

I know I shouldnt start all that, so now I must heckcare... I cant do anything, so sua...

2010-02-20T04:25:00.002+08:00

Halo, sha gua... This is for u...

我对你的爱已经超过了爱情，现在你就像我的家人一样，我们再也不会分开了

U didnt argue with me... Thanks... Nth le right? Happy? I will still pei u chion work, I will still be there...

U didnt say it's rubbish... U didnt ask me why... U didnt force me to change my decision...

U noe me...

JY for JC... hehe, n as I promised u, I will tell u first when I find the one:)

Have something to say to someone...

How I wish I noe u via other better ways...

How I hope I dun like ur face, n wont thk u look like my ex...

It's hard for me to get closer with u... I cant step forward anymore...

But I will miss u... I will thk ab u... I want to know u more... I want to see u...

Btw... Someone ps me just now... n I went n buy food alone...

I brought two oranges n go Aunty Jennifer there bai nian, then she gave me more hao liao, n I forgot to pay her after that, then I returned, she said dont need la, she treated me food... Wah, love u aunty!!! Must take care k, n I will go support ya often:)

2010-02-19T03:46:00.010+08:00

2nd post of the day, 3.47 am, really cant sleep...

Things I'm going to say next may sound weird...

Hmm, I thk I like u... but u're in JC... sorry, this is another one... I mean... like only... LIKE

U have so mani gal frens... So many diff groups of frens... U're too socialised...

But I dun noe y I must act as if I hate u... Y I hate u? Y I angry with u?

If it's not bcus of this n that... I hope I can be more close with u...

That day I was so ugly la... Sians...

Actually... I like to hear ur sweettalk... I like to act as if Im angry n u came toward me and asked me y Im angry with u... n... n... n...

Btw, dun be so selfish n suan ppl le kay== shallow u, herh

Hao le la... shuo wan le

2010-02-19T01:13:00.002+08:00

习惯就好

Ya, rite... I cant thk of him anymore... One year is enough already... Since... He did another act to me:) Well done... thanks

Y I like to cry so much... Im crying again...

And I cant linger over another relationship anymore... If u see this u msg me... I dun wan to block ur way, ur bright future... At least I cried for u once... Wo she bu de... Im not as cruel as him, we are still frens... I will still be there for u

And to the 'dotsman', Im shallow, but not that shallow... n ur qn really sounds stupid... Moreover, I thk he is much more handsome than the one...

Photography finished... like finally... I mean though I only went to class twice, but I really tried to do my best already, cus I carry the camera almost to everywhere I go... Of cos not at home la... Im quite surprised that I passed... I shouldnt skip so many lessons, n I noe I missed out a lot of things...

Btw, thanks to my frens again... Thanks for modelling for me... U all are so zai lahhh... zy, jerry,yx, lili, evelyn n lastly derek koh(== stupid face)

Next week, a new start... Two modules lea... Mathias is right, be myself, I shouldnt thk that much n compare myself to others... We all smart in our own ways... I hope I can really focus on what I am doing now... I cant give up arhhh~!!!

Lastly, I hope e so called cute face will last long with his girl... Tiring but Sweet right?! AWW~

2010-02-15T19:19:00.001+08:00

Wah, Ng Zu Jing... 你好狠

我真是个超级无敌大笨蛋。

2010-02-15T03:04:00.002+08:00

He cried... I made him cried again...

I dun wan to talk ab the whole thing le...

I know u'll read this... Sorry... I really cant get over the last one... I really cant... U understand or nort!!! I noe Im a liar... n I told u tat already... Do u noe tat u're too gd for me? I'm not worth all tat...

U're in JC... I'm in Poly... U noe how difficult for us or nort... I really got no mood to thk ab all the flies around u n worry ab this n that...

U said u dk who u're to me... Pls la, I also dk who am I n what am I doing now...

We wont last de... This is the fact... So how? How la... Sigh

:'( Sha gua ah... Dui bu qi... Ai ni

2010-02-13T04:41:00.005+08:00

你在看，所以我在写... ...

Now 4.42 am...

So late again... I cried again...

I hate the boys in boys' sch... Cant they just stop spreading rumours one day... Y some of them changed their attitudes toward me... Richie, wat were happened? Can u tell me?

Nvm, forget ab all that... I really dun understand so many things n ppl around me, they're all changing... n Me... still the same... like one silly only

Pls dun misunderstand me or judge me if u dun noe me well... Im simple, rather simple...

One good thing to share with u all is I finally back on track lers... Thx my frens n the super kind lecturer Mathias...I cried in front of him also... wa, my tears just cant stop running...

I will spend my Vday night with someone... I hope he understands... cus till now I still cant forget nzj... Im so sorry...

Lastly, happy bdae in advance to May!!! Love u all guys~

2010-02-07T04:47:00.003+08:00

Im writing this to those who still visit my blog...

Sorry, I really no mood to upload any pic...

Now, 4.50am...

Actually Im totally lost now, I dun know what am I doing, I dun know y am I like this...

My bad, it's all bcus of me, every single thing....

Even to him, I got nth to say... I always make him sad only, like what he said, it's always all ab me... Sorry, I dun noe wat to say to u, I dun noe wat to reply, I cant share with u... Im a liar, u understand nort?

Thanks to those who told me not to give up... but... Im so scared of so mani things n so worried ab loads of things...

Im tired, off to slp first... Will update soon, stay tune, loves

2010-02-03T02:00:00.001+08:00

Ohayo! 1.20am==

昨天去拿我订的书-我爱故我在，还冲动的买了一本日本的diary book，因为上面有我的名字-Cher Cher Cher...

哈哈，最近我真的很红hor？有Cher的本本，Cher的包包，还有很多叫Cherrie的店

不过，回到家才发现书是台湾版的，气，叫我怎么读，竖着的字，字又复杂，像去KTV唱歌的字，算了，还是OK读的

最近，我有时会看到每天都要化浓妆的女生，很可怜她们，厚厚的粉底，黑黑的眼妆，一时的美艳，不知道卸了妆是多么的难看，多么的没自信

虽然我偶尔会化妆，但从没有每天都化，或是离不开脸上的粉，我总觉得不化妆的我更好看

Hehe... Is my blog looks dull?

Whatever, I will only be here sharing my thoughts not pics anymore...

A... Im going to japan in March, dont miss me...

And I miss my jie meis... miss them much much...

Finally... my boy... u're my secret now... till one day, I forgot the previous one, I will shout out ur name loud... n intro to everyone...

To N:
Again, my last words are always for u... Feb... Feb2010... 1 years lers... U left me 1 year already... Y cant we stay as frens? Things are changing, I dont wan u back as a stead anymore... Silly kid... U noe I still regret that I didnt pick up ur call on that day when we left each other at Yishun Mrt station... the 3 calls... The reasons are my phone gonna be no bat n I was crying in the train... sha gua, y called? We have really no fate... However, I forgot so many guys except u... I dont noe... I shouldnt imagine so much, I should believe u, should I?

Sha gua, wo hai shi hen ai hen ai ni~ This feeling wont change, like the msg u had sent to me, 'I will rem u'.

2010-01-29T01:35:00.003+08:00

Im surprised...竟然有人比我还白痴

我才了解，对于爱情，男生也会是受害者，这是我第一次，第一次深刻的了解到

我以为只有我还一头热，记得他说考完试会约我去看海，而我们会是朋友

没有，没有朋友，只有我对他的想念，那种就算是我再怎样催眠我自己也忘不掉的感觉

可是今天，和另一个他聊完，再回头一看，原来男生里也有傻子

所以想写出来鼓励女生，鼓励大家~

Firstly, let's call him H... H was the one I like, for a while only... He is a big ass I thk, cus he had being sad for a girl for 8 months? or more than that... He told me just dont think the girl, that's the only way to forget ab the girl... He is different from those bastards or flirts, he doesnt noe how to sweet talk and all that... Even though I was close with him, he only treat me as a very gd fren, he wont do extra things... Idk, I think he really cant forget, cus till now, he doesnt have a gf after the gal... I really hope u can really forget ab her... I noe u got ur life I got mine now... n we aren't that close as b4, but I still wish ya the best best~!!

Secondly, call him Y... He another ass... Wth is u dont care what ppl say n u still love n miss her? Wth... Pls la, the girl already brk with u, u still dreaming that u all are tgt? dots... I think she replied ur sms bcus she was bored? bcus she has no guys to play? Wake up la, stupid... Wth is our love will go on n on? ... ... If I also think in the same way as u, then me n him gonna celebrate our 1 yr anniversary le bo? Like what I have said, he totally forget ab me, I fking stupid... But y u also like this? Siao kia, u wake up!!!

Thirdly, W... He waited for me after I brk with the last one... I told him I really cant forget n all that... dots... I talked to him today... He said he finally can give up on me... but I feel sad here... Hmm... he is my type... handsome, smart n all that... I told him I fking tupid right... He said no... maybe frens are better, so he will nv leave me... I was so touched n I really wish u to find a better one... But dont tell me if u got a gf pls... cus I thk I will feel sad instead of happy for u... However... I still will thk of him... damn unfair to u if we r tgt... Although I del his num n everything... i still... ... ... ... ... Sua ... ... ... ...

Like what u had said to me 过去了，都过去了

以后等你有了女朋友，生活里又像是少了一个爱我的人，我知道这些话很自私，但是...祝福你

谢谢你不爱我了，谢谢你今天的眼泪，以后，请你，不要再哭了

2010-01-24T00:12:00.005+08:00

Hi Blog...

Ya, Im getting lazier... No pics, so if u dun want to read u can just leave:)

Im erm, very down now... very very down...

Few ppl noe my situation...

Ok, firstly, I still will thk of 'u' no matter of what, cus... I noe if u beside me now, I will feel much better... No one can replace u... I cant tell u anymore, cus I dun have ur num le... cus...

I made a very bad decision... but... I have no courage already... n to me that's the best decision...

Nvm, too many things happened, n last wed was the first time I cried in sch...

I really dont noe what am I doing already, n y e ugly old bird face must forced me till like that...

I cant stand 'it' anymore...

Im so sad over so many things...

No one noes the truth, they all thk im blah n blah... they dont noe the truth behind...

Nvm, let them talk among themselves in the next month...

Im going to church tmr, like finally... I noe I must go...

P.S. :
To 'u' : I got so many things want to say to u... just be myself, I cant lie, I cant hide this feeling... I dont like the things u wrote to her on fb-'thx for everything'... Y? ... ... sigh... ...

2010-01-13T23:35:00.003+08:00

I deleted some comments accidentally.

Hmm, I started to use Facebook lers, go there n find me instead k.

Poor me, no time to update, tons of work siohhh...

Search Cherrie Qc, find me find me:)

Ciaos n see u guys soon soon, maucks~!

2010-01-06T03:42:00.009+08:00

I cried again before I deleted your num in my contact list.

I'm so 舍不得... 我舍不得所有和你的回忆...

I cant use Facebook bcus of u... I cant see all those pics...

Finally... I did another act... Im so stupid when u're flirting around now...

If u're reading this, pls stop reading my blog, here dont welocme u, n u have no rights to know everything ab me in ths way.

Thank God, my friends, bee n myself.

2010-01-04T02:32:00.004+08:00

Halo Halo peper:DAlamak, again, so late liaos...
For a lot of students, tmr sch will restart lers...Hahas, for me last week already started, so I dun have feeling for this...
But I received like 5 calls from 5 diff kids, dey complained to me that they really dun feel like going back to sch n dey hate sch damn much...Wee wEe weE, here to cheer u all up k:)
Pls la, I also dun like sch... hehexDDDHowever, I got no choice, so I choose to do my best, really, I do.

Like a shy only -,-Although he wanted to treat me Mac, ended up I paid him $4(only left $4 in my wallet)Thank for coming down all the way from Yishun n bringing me there n accompany me till late
Pls stop smoking, smelly man...Study hard n all e best for O, hehe
Btw, he quite handsome la(not bcus he ugly, he shy only, Lol)Hmm, he looks like 黄晓明 eh... (sort of la, later he saw then too happy will go siao)

Hmm, taste so-so

New hairstyle: 美不啦叽香菇头

This is the location of my interview place, cant show u where, sry

The card I was holding is da consultant's namecard

I have one photoshoot this week... trying to slim down =.o

I was trying to eat lesser, but I didnt really exercise...

I should slp early n exercise more, llike running...

Before any event n advertisement, I should go to gym then...

But if is filming a commercial for KFC, I dun thk dey will ask me to slim down...

(Btw, I saw someone looks like Wuzun during e interview, but ... y his papa were accompanied him== Papa's boy)

Changed my calendar...

But I have mentioned b4 I dun really like him after I saw him in real life...

And this calendar is till 2011, dot dot dot

Btw, da first page(Jan), he looks quite girly lea...

I shall stop talking ab him, later his fans will !#%&*_&@ at me ==

Jy everyone n Smile k ~ ! :DDD

2010-01-01T01:38:00.011+08:00

2010 !!!

Hello 2010 !!! Halo Halo ~!
Bye 2009... ...
There were loads things happened in 2009~The happiest moments n of cos the most upset/sad memories
However, I thk I had overcomed all the hurdles and hard times through God,thx God

~In 2009~
I graduated from Whitley Sec Sch with gd result( to me is) n went into a new sch-Temasek Design Sch-The best design sch in sg(to me is)... ...
I found a guy that I love and cant forget though we nv contact for 8 months alrdy...
I know more frens n del some ppl in my life...
I went to Korea n saw HyunJoong n all those stars, n I changed my view of him, I dun really like him now...
Im now the student ambassador of TDS n a freelance model of mediacorp...
~A fruitful year~

I like to do this expression a lot last timexD

Love these~

Ya, Im now a model for MediaCorp...

I didnt tell many ppl, cus I dun wan to hao lian arnd...

Actually tat was just an interview, den der consultants will thk ab it, den call e ppl that they want for another round of interview...

But dey asked me to decide on the spot that I want to do the job or not...

Hehe, of cos my ans was yes...

I nv hao lian k, a lot of contestants left quite fast, but e consultant talked to me for damn long...

n for ur info. ,all the contestants were spotted by scouts n we must have name cards of the scouts den can go in...

I will become busy, photoshoot next week, den u might see me in events or advertisements:D

Thanks for my height n look, lol... Thanks God. Thanks my parents.

Okok, I dun want to be sad anymore, I must become more cheerful!!!

Although i hate sch, I will still do my best in sch!

Jy Cherrie n Jy to U !!!

(P.S. : Im going to Japan in March!!! Bye Singapore!!! woho!!!:DDD)

[To those who prank called me at 3am+, u all will all kana in 2010, especially fake steve, e first guy who talked to me, e last guy n e bitch, of cos adding in e one who provided my num... All e jokers, actors plus idea n num providers... All the Best to u all next year... shut ur mouth if u're chinese but dk how to speak chinese, act fucking ang mo, den better fuck off Singapore:)]

2009-12-28T08:27:00.007+08:00

不要被我的表情骗了，
我，并不快乐 ... ...
Hmm, quite mani things happened...Got too mani things want to say...
Sch started today, damn sians~ ~ I hate e module, but I must do wellMUST
I will start working, part time...I cant just go to sch den back home watch youtube anymore...I must make my life interesting. Live Life

Yesterday nite, a person who nt really contacting with me chatted wid me,wondering how he can talk wid me though I del him in msn n he is not in my fren list.
Ok, nt important, but thx for ur msgs. Nope, it's nt a joke.Now then I know how u actually thk ab me, oh, Im such a xxxx in ur eyes...U know that words cant be taken back, I didnt ans ur calls bcus ... ...I cant talk when Im crying...
After received ur tat msg, I suddenly sobered up...Did u also tell zj tat? tell him what u thk ab me?So tats y he also thk e same way?
Nzj, I explained to u, n Im nt those kind of ppl as u thk.If I am, then u toos, u noe what Im saying...
Lsy, I got nth to say to u, thx for e msg, I dun nd ur sry.Tats not a joke, I thk tats what u want to say to me for long.
Bye to u all, bye

Went out wid my sec sch gd fren on last sat:)

Saw mani cosplayers... tat red color one was a guy if Im nt wrong

I bought a card for catching toys, damn hard to catch siohhh:[But I dk why guys r good at tis, cus I saw mani guys caught mani toys...

Watched The Treasure Hunter wid liying,we were 'huh? wats treasure hunter? sounds boring=='Then we realised its the movie tat we want to watch, cus jay n others r insidecus at e start we didnt realise n e showing date on e poster is 31 Dec, so I tot still dun have,so we went to iluma from bugis junction then went back to bugis juction check e timing,then went back to iluma again ~
Ok la e movie, quite funny, haha...I now only can recalled 曾志伟 said 'You no good. You no good.' tat parts.Lol, he damn funny sia, always use english in chinese or dialect.

Thanks liying for e mirror n sweet,n thanks for still rem my bdae~

Recently, I start to know some ppl better,damn selfish ppl, only thk for themselves~Heckcare others' feeling...
I wont waste my time on those kind of ppl...

Btw, thx Rainie who introduced me this song...Some parts of the lyrics are quite ... ... like us

我还记得我挽着你的手
天冷时候一起躲在棉被中
那时我们不害怕犯错
那时以为天空多辽阔

朋友都说你后来变真多
总是避谈纯真坦白那时候
体贴的人不再追问我
只说你也有梦他也有梦
虽然难得不必心痛

我以为我成熟以为从此就自由
我尝试着快乐快乐却不陪着我
爱没有回来了你已经离开我
回忆紧紧缠住我像当初不肯分手

如果傻傻的承诺　现在还在一起么
如果寂寞的时候我已经学会去推脱
他也有梦我也有梦虽然难得不必心痛
这样的爱实在难得....

I deleted some... ...
因为我没有为你堕落，因为你没有住在我心中

(P.S. : I watched finish U're beautiful, quite nice, guys all quite handsome:])

2009-12-25T03:02:00.010+08:00

最怕空气突然安静

最怕朋友突然的关心

最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息

最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音

不愿那是悲伤的哭泣

事到如今终於让自已属於我自已

只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你

你会在哪里

过的快乐或委屈

突然好想你

突然锋利的回忆

突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲

变成两部悲伤的电影

为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行

然后留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜那麽美那麽相信

那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经

为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去

突然好想你

你会在哪里

过的快乐或委屈

突然好想你

突然锋利的回忆

突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静

最怕朋友突然的关心

最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息

最怕突然听到你的消息

最怕此生已经决定自己过没有你

却又突然听到你的消息

Im damn sorry, in fren's chalet now, but my mood just not tere~

Some stupid ar gua go sung this song today, den I became like tis...

Damn Emo ~ ~

Yah, this is what I want to say to him, hmm, ab 8 months nv contact le

I dun noe what I did to make u hate me so much, indeed, I thk I only left gd n nice memories to u...

I cried again in front of ww n aa just now,

cus they realised something wrong with me~

Thanks for consoling me, n sry bb :[

Whatever, I lost... I wun treat a bf so truely again...

Ya, like what the lyrics say, I damn scared to hear things ab u...

So... dun tell me anything ab him, even I ask

Im so minute in ur life, not like someone so useable.

If was him asked u dun contact with me n u listened,

Fine, I accepted

Herh:/

U said u will rem me?

U said im ur best fren even brk?

U said, U said, U said... ...

Well, well, well... thx for all the lies ~~~

Go find back all ur other ex, go sweet talk with them...

Even Im so ... ... I promise I wun accept u if u come back

n We wun have future:)

P.S. : Prankly say I dun really have feeling for this song b4 ystday, but thank 'u' for making the lyrics meaningful... ...

2009-12-24T02:50:00.005+08:00

About one week didnt blog lers...
Hmm, I just came back from KL... sian sia
Alrite, I'm going to Japan in March next year~

To all the frens who surprised me n celebrated my bdae with me:
Hey guys, thanks a lot, really...I didnt expect u all to come n surprise me:)
Wo zhen de hao ai ni men ~ Frens 4ever babes!
Muaacccksss~ ~
There were quite many ppl came n found me on 19Dec, b4 my bdae...Then count down... lol, sounds lame ah, but I appreciate all these yeah:)
Hmm, I cant rem all the names, cos some are frens' frens, complicated...But now we all are frens liao hor, hehe...
Especially thx to WeiWen, Charmaine, Weiqi, Sherly n Eugene...n Of course bee~
n Thanks those who still rem my bdae, especially HaoHao, I oso rem urs:)n to z, I thk u early early forgot, hehe, cold-blooded

This is one of my pic during da Korea Trip,I will post all the pics soon, n those took with Super Junior M, SS501 n blahs
Okays, actually ya, someone n another one noe that I miss z damn much sometimes,what they told me were, ' So? U thk he cares?' ==
Okok, just a moment la, then I just erm... ya, tat bastard

O, yah, I rem I promise someone I wont slp too late lers...so he wont worry, kk

n Lastly, 这个世界，莫名其妙的人，一堆Pls dun waste my time if u're also not free,n mess up my plan, plus dun suddenly ask me out,if u noe that we're not that good plus Im not that free as u thk

CIAOS

2009-12-16T21:37:00.004+08:00

HUH?!$@*+&#^

What xxxx habit I'm having now?!

Am I a owl or something?

I dun feel sleepy at all although now is 6.43 am~

Hahas, Happy !Wondering what I was holding in da pics above?
It's from a modelling company~They approached me at Bugis, it's a freelance job...Modelling for events n blahhs...
Thx for e scout's compliment,'U got e height n look.'(P.S. : I didnt make up on that day)
xD I better stop hao lian+ing, later ppl talk shit behind me

My 6th Bdae pressie though my bdae haven come yet~Gan jiong ppl, thx for this Coach Wallet...
Eh, it's too expensive.. n I like e wallet I'm using now...Although I wont use this now, I will keep it, thanks~

Another pouch in da wallet~

Shopped with ziying on Mon...Shit Alex, said bo job on that day, n ww didnt come:[Bought a lot of things wid her, hehe:DD

*TADA*

Thx zy for this necklace~!
Actually I wanted t buy 2, but e price added tgt is quite ex...So she paid for me 1 as my bday present, thx my dear <3

I met CC after tat on Mon to return back her $10...

And I bought my nice nice jacket at Cotton on :)

O, ya! Also thx CC for treating me e meal in HK cafe,

as my bdae present, cus she said she cant make it for my bdae par~
Hmm, I wondering what Evelyn is planning...Really a surprise meh? cus I was keep asking her...Like cus I also want to go out wid other frens on 19 Dec,then at da first she told me it will be just an outing, see got time,then celebrate for me(disappointed), cus she like I forcing her to celebrate for me like tat...
Dun noe, I thk cus I keep asking her n I said mayb I not free on Sat...Then she told me it is a surprise la... O.o hehee, I still quite blur now
Next thing, I just rejected someone for something...Weird, I really dun noe what he was thking... ...
Off to slp at 7.30 am, poor me, n love baby, smile more:)

2009-12-11T20:35:00.005+08:00

Oh rui xiang: Oi

Me: ya?

Oh rui xiang: nth

Me: ==

He was my memory... part of me... the sweetest part...

Then he left me, but now he is still with me, after 2 yrs... ... I hope I'll see u soon, ya?

Sorry sorry to jie, cus I was late again, late for 50 min?

My bad, my bad, hee

We're goin overseas, hope everything will be done successfully... 'u' noe wat I mean:)

At jie's aunty's shop at Bugis~

Her cousin~

The teh bin in da HK cafe is really nice, damn nice I tell u...

20Dec is my Bdae~ I have celebrated with some of my frens alrdy, cus they wont celebrate wid me on that day...

Then the next group is my TP group, haha, first bdae celebration with u guys...

Are u free on 19Dec? Tell me:)

I had nearly forgotten this celebration till Evelyn called me today, oh dear, I forgot to tell u to come oso... Bear with me, as I was too busy with my sch work...

I dun noe why, 5.40am now... I couldnt slp at all, herh, Blame TP thx

Finally, finally ar... ... I finished another module... Damn sick of sch la, n everything I did is like a mess... watever la, watever kkkkkk

I hope baby will be fine, cus today I saw u, u were like very tired...

I dun noe, ur face told me that... Although u were smiling, I felt so... ... sry for u

Another thing, I dun noe why, u were still in my mind... but the feeling is nt the same as last time... though I still hope u'll be my fren, I also very hard to forgive u... so... if no fate... ya, if u can u better dun come n fan me again

PS: How u noe the guy is nt interested in u anymore?

-By his actions. He wun sms, msn, or ask u out anymore. And he doesnt have time for u anymore.

*If e guy is ur ex, he might del u in facebk(i nt really using that la), or watever, n stop all the contacts wid u.
Frens? funny...dun day dreaming, u all will only stare at each other when u all meet again coincidentally.

Result: 最熟悉的陌生人(The most familiar stranger) hmm, u may ask: Where gt strangers kiss b4? well, why not:)

Ciaos ppl n Love Life~

2009-12-06T19:29:00.004+08:00

Now - 4.48 amDots... loads of work, n I dun feel like doin==
Sorry to TP,Im a bad example...Others are all hardworkin okay, only me...
Okay la,I will do, cus I still wan my mark, n I have to do...Bo choice for me, it's life, so face it, haha, at least Im positive:)

Yesterday - SatI woke up quite early,nth to do, den did make up...
See, I oni bo thing to do then make up...If nt, I dun noe wats e point to do tat==
Attract guys?Pointless sia~
Do I look diff after making up?Prankly say ah, got la, a bit... ok la, quite diffAt least e eyes part

Met tis girl at Tamp,ate KimGary...
n Took mani free gifts wid her along da streets, lol

Cover cover, fat face -3-

Her 招牌动作 xD

Hahah, free coke, n nice glass bottle<3

I thk ur 招牌动作suits u more~

Huala, 1 2 3 all free la, hohoho~ ~ ~

Pain Relief Patch O.o

Lollipop=}

Tuppid Rain, or tuppid mexDD

For ur info. , 3 ways of editing ur pic, tere are more la k

Alrite, less ppl visit is it? cus less ppl tag compared to e last time...
Watever, rude ppl...Come crap some also can wat -,-
Actually I want to show e pics of me b4 n after make up...But eh... Nvm la, feel free to try to make up n see e diff urself
Hummm, recently, Im doin book illustration...Tat means I need to make a book myself... Sounds chim I noe, heheYa, it's nt easy... sian nahhh, n I keep asking ppl all e stuppid qns ab my assignment...Sorry ah, I also dun want to disturb u all, but who let u all r more pro than me... hehee

I want to go travel...

n say bye to some ppl
I will still talk to u, or just fake friendly to u,
But...
U already nt in my friend list, bye memories~

2009-12-02T13:45:00.007+08:00

Halo ppl,... ... ...
I cant describe my feeling now...Sad? cus I feel tat tere's one hole in my heart, so empty
One of my best frens alrdy left,she'll go USA
No ah, I should happy for her...but haiish... Sigh~
I still rem I hug her so tight before she left us at airport,I was crying like mad...
She wished me to find a better guy, n tere's no more bad guys around me...
She asked me dun slp too late...

Alrite, I cant control my tears anymore now ~

Yesterday, went to qun's hus, den stayed overnite at yu's hus~

Cake to celebrate for 4 of us, for our frenship,the 4 candles at e side represent each one of us,n e big candle in e middle represents God:)
We shared one of our wishes to each other,my is I wish tat e ppl arnd me will be happy n healthy
We blew out e candles tgt, den cut cake ~

I made for her tis~ e 2 big spaces r for e other 2 to fill in

Shifted to yu's hus...

The most fashion hairstyle I tell u, lmao

Jie was doing her work~

Hah, Whitley~

Changi Airport...n e song: 菊花台Hao she bu de,so we waited dem to check in den left...After tat went eat breakfast wid Jie,n tere's a short hair in my teh bin, sui miio

Hope u, jie n me will get closer:)

Haiish... I dk...But I believe we'll meet again...
Take gd care of urself... May God bless u<3

(PS: Am I getting too fat? So? n I nw damn disappointed at sy)

2009-11-28T18:26:00.005+08:00

TaDaMy fat face, I like to show my fat face sia~== dots loads, cus it's 3.30 am now... my work how?Haven finish lea...
Yesterday, Friday...27 Nov, not my bdae...My Bdae is on 20 Dec, but I celebrated my bdae alrdy~
Weird? cus my jiemeis wun in sg n celebrate my bdae,so they celebrated for me in advance... ya
Suppose to go club or pub, but someone have sty...ya, end up went eat den sit down n talk crapxDO, ya, thx e xiao jie for e noodle (长寿面), yummy!

We look quite unglam.

I like all da presents~Wah, I carried da big doggy from town to my hus...Damn big, later can hug it n slp le, woohoO~

Thanks LiliMa, lol<3

Thanks Eve for the Anna Sui Ring Rouge n da book,which talks ab God n Life~

Thanks Lijie for da Anna Sui Perfume:)
Wondering why I received so mani Anna Sui presents?... ... bcus actually I have a nick name called 'xiao sui', lol ... ...

LiliMa said it looks like me? Tats y she bought it as present for me

Actually Im down with low fever n flu...I dun really have mood for all these, work or blah...
However, I must chop chop finish my assignment 2...
Btw, I was damn worried ab my work yesterday...cus I actually went to Bras Basah to find paper for my paper bag,but I cant find place that can print on those recycle material,cus e shopkeppers said what e paper gt fibre, later their machine will spoil
Damn dem, den I emailed n msg si-y...Also, wanted to find da person who was also doin paper bag...Wah, I found da one last nite !!! but... it's another one la...His paper bag is not e one tat I rem, but thx him a lot for those info.I felt so much safer now, hehehe:)
(Btw, when u gonna read finish? Bo tag also><) PS: I found tat I rem ur face, cus u really look like Tan Wei An, lmao
Im lucky, thx God~

2009-11-25T14:00:00.001+08:00

Some overdue pics... Bored me~Haha, my first submission for my new module was OVERHmm, I should work hard for my 2nd assignment:) 我不知道在读我的日记的人能够了解吗，不知道你们会不会有时像我一样，不知道自己在做什么，每天都千篇一律

Hahas, ROCKER~~ LOL, I sometimes will feel lost...Damn lost... 而现在我最看开的一件事就是爱情什么是爱情？在我看来，它永远是一时的情感什么是永远？在我看来，现实中，永远的爱情是一个奇迹我，不相信永远的爱情经历了这么多，流过了这么多泪我终于看清了，而现在，对我来说，我的家人最大，再来是我可爱的朋友们，最后才是那可怜又麻烦的爱情我一点也不期待，我期待的是我们能坚持多久？ Recently, I read a post which is about...The guy dumped the girl, n the girl wrote ab like... 'U say we will last de' 'I miss ur hug... blahh' 'Y u changed so fast, u rem when u jio me... ...' okayyy, I saw quite many posts ab all these...A, guys, what happened to u all arh? Be a man pls==And to those gals, dun kana cheat by them again... Sweet talk wat, who dun know how to say... Gals, should wake up le hor,stead stead stead, without stead will die huh?So what if ur frens around u have stead, n u don have? U should know that guys are like that,it's natural for them... n u shouldnt waitshouldnt hurt urself, move on~

2009-11-24T16:59:00.011+08:00

Now 1.40 am...
as usual, haiish...
Must wake up ar, must must Must

I was watching 海派甜心，
Nice drama:)

Hahas, Im soo lucky today~
Actually, monday is my submission date,
but I reached home at 1 am yesterday(Sun)...
Then I chion work until 6 am or 7 am I forgot,
then I really cant control myself, cus I was soo tired, sick of sch
Then I went slp, till 10 plus? then slp again, till 3 plus...

After I woke up, I told myself,'Dont regret, I won regret...'
But still, I was worried ab my mark, cus late submission will get 0 i thk
I was still trying to comfort myself,'How do I go sch?I nv slp lea... n I nt really done my work yet... Plus ~~~'
Again, I was thking going to polyclinic n take a xxxx mc,

But! I was so damn LUCKY!!!
cus before I go, I checked my sch email,
tere's one email stated'Mon-No Sch...Tue-Submission day...'
Wahhhhhhhh, thx God TT~TT

Lecturer wont nag me for not coming to sch,
No nid to worry ab late submission,
No nid MC, woohoooo

But, still, I learnt my lesson...
I wont reach home late if I haven finish my work

Sunday - Our Lijie's Bday:)

Went to Church wid Eve, den headed to Bugis to meet da rest~

How's my specs?xDDD

Y were u looking at me?

On e Super Long Escalator~

Covered my pig face~ all my jiemeis are chio rite?:D

In cinema, where's my ticket Lijie?==

Hahas, watched this~
It's... ... ... BRAVO !!!
Eve wants to watch 3D de, but we cant find==
I teared many times throughout watching this movie,
n e sound effect n visual effect are amazing~
It's a MUST watch okay!!!

Went 'Baidu' to eat steamboat plus bbq~

The aunty Lijie is 20 years old now, haha
Happy happy Bday~ Love u

I don know why I will find u when I feel sad,
actually like what I said, my feeling to u was already faded
but why... We like live in diff world, n ... ...
But thanks for ur lies... say what u still like me n plus...
hahas, so funny...
And also thanks for ur present when I just text ur name to u,
I was touched, cus u still care ab me when everyone is sleeping...
U still there for me till late... n msg me in the morning...

Will you still appear at the first time when I msg u n call ur full name?
Am I rude?

Words for diff ppl now:

To xxx: Am I stuppid or not? Why I dun dare to look into ur eyes twice?
Why that because of u I missed my station n arrived at Pasir ris, then must take bus home...

To y: U guai liao means? Why? Can I speak to u heart to heart again?

To z: I will still feel angry when I know that u're flirting... or when u're enjoy ur life now... I miss u bcus of ur look? Shit this... Stain, big stain of me... I wish that I nv know u b4... What bring gals to ur class chalet or whatever... still contacting e bitch or whatever, like I care... If u're reading this, so what? U know my everything, I dont know urs, so what? herh

To weiwen: My dearest, thanks for everything... thanks for ur shoulder, thanks for ur hand... I hope u will go to e university that u wish to go, n dun go overseas, cus I need u

(PS: I couldn't upload some pics, dunch know what happened to Photobucket)

2009-11-19T19:43:00.006+08:00

(After photoshoped)
Alrite, I felt so guilty of missing sch...what's going on now... I'm just not so gd can?They all better than me can? n what am I doing?
Work wOrk woRk...Submission sUbmission suBmission...When it reaches e end?
Today, rain so heavily in e afternoon,I was dreaming SG is flooded by water,n ya...No more submission, no more work, no more sch
Naive
I told wei wen that things n ppl are changing arnd me...He said it's natural, as long as I don change... n give up on those unnecessary things n ppl...Thanks a lot, I got my own life, they got theirs... I heck care

Hmm, although I dun really miss 'Public Speaking'I miss my classmates, they are funny n interesting guys...

CC

Olivia, I cant really take a proper pic wid her, cus she's erm, tOO funnyxD

Azli - my neighbour n CC

Shida:)

May:)

CC n Ziying

I will be fine:)

2009-11-14T23:31:00.005+08:00

Hey Guys:)Just backed home...Went to Orchard then headed to Bugis...
Tired tIred~But I bought quite many things, xiaoyu oso:)
Yesterday is my last day for e 2 modules...Finally, Im so sick of those 2 modules... Damn demLate submission for e final assignment, haiish~~Then next mon, new moduel coming up, n Si-y again==Sian sia... but I like e timing which is 9am to 12am...rite
Ohhh, yesterday, after my night class,CC, Cloud, Gaen, her fren n me had dinner opp our sch...Dey all sho funny, hee:D
Next week, start from Mon, I have to do my duty for TP RAWKSn Singapore idols are coming... but i dun really care la, didnt watch tatI thk this is a event for e olevel ppl, n sch open hus is coming toosso we Welcome u guys to our sch:)
PS: I didnt go for e student ambassador meeting for twice... I dk, I just cant wake up

Pictures on 7Nov which is xiaoyu's bdae

This is xiaoyu, she's one of my bestfrensSigh tat she's going to USA...We'll really miss her, n actually I damn bu she daI thk we'll cry on tat day, but dear frens, dun cry too badly kCus We believe tat we'll finally meet up one day...
Hope u wont fall in love with Obama k,LOL

2009-11-08T16:39:00.004+08:00

Cherrie: if go down n see u,can tak pic wif u ?
ziJie>Cherrie: Hey hey of course you can la! You asked like that i'll paiseh one eh! Anyw, seee you lo! :)

I will try to make myself free n go down to see u:)
U have a nice voice~
还有...你好可爱喔^w^

I tot u're a erm... da pai de ren n I saw u seldom reply... woo, happy tat ya replied me
n I thk actually u're nice n shy? hee

I dun like this song from da start, but after I saw this video, I start to like this song:)
n Zijie, u have a nice voice... n I was shocked that u're a fireman... Cool lea!

So... Let's click da 'PLAY' button n enjoy this song:D

Cherrie's doing her work now...

我真的没有办法

我真的快要睡着

谁能够给我帮忙

我一定用力的拥抱他

gu Gu bU bu du du DU ~

七天，七天，再给我七天！！！LOL

2009-11-07T01:02:00.011+08:00

Yo yO yo:)It's Friday...Or I should say,'It's weekend!'
I'm really tired...Nt only tired of sch...WTFrog attitude u were trying to show me?One Word for U - Frog
U thk only u all busy with ur stuffs is it?I nt working so means I nt busy ar? wtshit logic is tat?
Ur sch nt busy, doesn't mean that my sch also...Some more, I'm nt in a lousy sch... so I gt loads of stuffs to do
Bad things ab ppl always spread fast...So wat if I nv reply? So? Mind Ur Attitude k!!!Who let ur msg so long, n I was busy doing my work...I tot of reading it again, n u were asking ppl for suggestionHow I noe that u mind so much of whether I reply u or nt?
Mind ur words also, u thk I was slacking at home n u all r soO busy ar?My sch is tat busy k?! Understand?!
Sorry ppl,actually I also have attitude problem...But it depends on how u treat me...U fierce, I'll make sure that I'm more fierce than U
k... See pics first, talk later, switch topic:)

Me, 'Novena'(haha,if u're, den I'm Tampines, lol) n Huiling:)

After editing, which one looks nicer?

Haha, group discussion at Mac...

I found tis funny, erm... pls dun put ur face too near to my camxD
Next week is da last week of my block,a lot of projects n work...
Gd luck to all the designers:)
Recently, I changed my opinion of some ppl,so pls dun show me ur cold side again~U're a nice guy I thk, is my own problem k,n thx for being so caring n gentleman at tat moment:)
Hmmm, at least I finished my group presentation today n some work in tis week,though one of e lecturer was just aga aga see through my work...It's ok
Have SA meeting tmr at 10...n it's compulsoryPlus Open Hus, TP RAWKS n blah are coming soon...We need to do our duty~ U might see me if u come n visit my sch? ^^ Choose Temasek Poly'll always be e rite choice!
PS: I will upload the pics which I took in Korea soon n will talk ab e trip:)
Jia You ppl,Ciaos~

2009-11-05T14:52:00.010+08:00

Hello pipoOo

Sch is bored, lesson is bored, n yah, everything is bored now...

Hahas, sry for being so negative, but I'm just telling da truth norh, bubu

Things that I should do later, from 12am? till 3 or 4am?

I dun know... n I just dun feel like doing all that okay?== But I bo choice

1. Sketches for my layouts,ab 16+ i thk?

2. Some final pieces of layouts for my consultation on Fri

3. Script for Friday's Group Speech n some researches

4. Research ab Joserf Brokman? (another group project)

5. Thk ab what to say for the informative speech (another one)

K,end of story...

Qn: Should I restart to use Facebook?

No Yes No?

I think No... nt yet...

so dun blame me, when u add me n I nv go accept...

I nd time to think tis tat n tis ... No time to waste on it now...

and I dun wan to see his frens n him n e bitch n blahhh... will really get emo

When can I do something that I like?

Erm, I mean... I dun know... I just felt damn tuppid now...

What am I doing?

Here're some pics that took on 27 Oct...

Henderson Sec came n visit our sch... It was a last min event...

Btw,there is a SA meeting on tis Sat... Sian naiiihhhh, shit aye... But, der senior JY quite friendly n funny~

SA suit...Lol, when can I get my SA shirt n name tag?

Our new member -Evelyn

Spot tis guy...Lol, dun misunderstand k?Eh... I mean ya...he nt bad la, my type...Just let u all see the Type I like only la...
K, e chers were there n I eh.. older than him...so... nt really match... but I rem he is either Eric or Zheng yang...tell Cherr is looking for him... JK la dot dot...

Heheh, ballon tat gave by a guy k...Evelyn was laughing at me... cus I keep repeating
wah, I was so excited when I saw there're ballons!!!then I saw a guy with specs who was holding one...Me: Can I have this?den he laughed n passed to me...Me: Yeah.. Thank U...Siao me, cus I still said that was our 定情信物,random, just random

This is outside my another sch...It's the imprint of 'Lau De Hua' 's hands
Let me correct somethings:1. My neighbour Azli not Asli...lol2. I thk that day Gean said 'I like ur cross',nt costume' -.-
Met the 2 'Dao Guas'...Both have funny fringeI thk e M ok wat, better than e EI mean e mushroom head, cus he still gt open door for us...quite gentlemanHahas, should stop talking ab him...(U wont know who I talking ab,except few pplxD)
O.o arOo, it's 12.50 am now...Reluctant to do my work... n let me stress again, I now gt no feeling to anyone...cus some pippOo keep on asking me like a parrot...
And.. one thing that I must admit - I'm actually quite easy to fall in Love,so dun worry ab me...
Plus.. I forgot all the past already, as some of his behaviours really kp me away
Lastly, a secret... I'm attracted by someone recently, n it's just attracted,nth else... as I don want to go steady with that person n I just attracted by e one only...
She's... ya... She's a Girl

2009-11-03T01:16:00.005+08:00

Hey guys:)Okay, Evelyn was asking me to upload some pics tat we took in class...Here they are... Some only nah... n there are More OkayxDDD
Lol, I write in da centre again...Just finished another speech which is a speech for a Special OccasionMy topic was a suprise birthday thank you speech...The whole thing was quite fun n drama... Hahas,did enjoy k?
For mine, I prepared a pic in ppt format,n brought my eye drops, fork n ballon for lame visual aids...Ha, zhe yang cai COOL mahhh
Now...Let me intro my new mates to u all~

Chin Choo, sounds like Jay Chou, but we called her CC:)

Me, Huilin, Evelyn, CC n Nicolas

She was dressed up for Halloween tat nite, n actually we were having Impromptu Speech at tat nite which is 30th Oct :)

Hui ling n Evelyn

3 Group projects are waiting for me...n tons of work... Alrite Alrite...No worries
Btw, I was thking tat should I start to use FaceBook?as wat I told CC just now... I realli dun wish to see someone's face,Or his frens' faces... n blahhh... I dun wan to get emo n blah after use it...
So...
Btw... I found tat Asli is my nighbour!!! Shocked, haha...n we actually live in da same block, How qiaO xD
And my blog skin is back to normal...I lazy to change oso, heeO ! I was shocked tat Gean is a christian,n 'Mo Chia Chia' is from City Harvest...Gosh, haha...
Night ppl Rem to Strive hard for wat u're doing now,if not u'll surely regret

2009-10-28T23:13:00.007+08:00

Im sorry to let u all wait for the pics...btw,there are too many pics...
n I got too much work recently...

Ok,'shit a to z' - impromptu speech had just over...
My topic was 'We dont need television'...
I admitted my content was sux,but it's over...hu cares
O...one thing that I regret cus I should say 'so if u thk u don nd a television,pls throw them away when u gt home or give them to me,thx.' as my ending...
Failed to make this joke...haha
Btw,I start my speech wid 'Anihasaiyo' n a qn...(haha,dey were like Again?)
n thx jean for praising my 'costume'?== lol,did u say' I like ur costume'...
For those hu dun noe,i was wearing checked la,black n white...plus adidas tee inside,my nice dark blue...n of cos my dark blue cross...my baobeiii~

O,ya...I like Evelyn's speech...like a joke only loh...so casual n funny

Btw,there's something wrong with my blog skin,should I change it instead?hmmm

And pls wait for e photos that I took in Korea n with diff celebrities(nt only Super Junior kay)

Jy n Life goes on no matter u are afraid or nt:)
Cheers n Smile!

2009-10-25T17:20:00.000+08:00

Time now 2.45am...
Haha,frens are asking me to upload e photos that I took in Korea...
Lazy...btw,I'll edit first den upload,designer's habitxDDD

K,time for me to say something...
I put ur pic,I talked ab u...but all these acts dont mean tat I like u as more than fren okay?!
n actually I dun really like u,u're bored,super sians... ...nth to chat wid u
I talked to u again cus I still treat u as a fren...
I hate e thingS that u did to me,I thk u're rather no brain,yah...

To the 's' in my tagboard:
U dare U go type ur name at tere,if not den get lost...Okay?
Dun make me scold u...thx

To ppl who thk that I still like my ex:
Ur business ar?I said I dun even like lah...I tell u I dun even thk ab him==He is just a past tense,a memory or a stain now to me...sian to explain again n again~

and I now got no feeling to any guy...o,he now contact which girl,meet which chio bu,n blah
blah,all nt my business,n I dun care at all...It's his life,n I got my life...so ya

I still will text to him,cus olevel starts later...
but doesnt mean I like him== ,it only shows I already forgot ab him,if nt I now will curse him cant do well n blah...

K,CIAOS

2009-10-20T19:06:00.007+08:00

Hello People ~ !
Yeah,I'm back...
Now eh...4 am @@

I got so much want to see,
n I really dun noe that there are ppl reading my blog,so I tried to count e no. of visitors today,
see whether I should update today?or next week?or maybe next year?Lol...
So...u all are my supports,read hor^^

Oh,Im rather lazy actually n...as what I mentioned,I have too muchyy things want to say nia~

I went to Korea,met my frens n babes,but I still came back le...
Sigh~I miss there a lot><

Sch restart le,
I hate sch now,super duper HATE
dun ask me why,as there are too many reasons~
but I noe that I should do well,bcus there are ppl who love me...who wish me to do well...
I cant give up n ... ... Fighting Cherrr :]

Me with SuperJunior-M...Dun scream,n I'm actually not a fan of them,I just noe the song called 'Sorry Sorry' LmaO

n there are more pics that I took with them,some are nt so clear,like this one==
dun noe who der finger blocked at there siohhh,ugly pic

2009-09-07T02:28:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Wen Kai ^^

18 years old liao... ...
Adult liao :)

Wah,being fren is better...so much better
Hope u can find ur right one soon n cherish her

I dk tmr whether i can go n help u celebrate or not,
as I have a lot of work is not done...n I also dun wish to see Ng Zu Jing,so...

Once again,happy happy bdae ~

There are 3 new cups of tea of mine appeared=^o^=

First...my Antoni (e left one)

Second...my Ziyou (e right one)

Antoni is e type of guy I likexD

Humm,although he is an angmo,

I like his smile,so cute...

n e way he sings,so touched,muahhhhhhxxx

This is my Ziyou,yoyoyOoHumm,I like his voice...look also la,cute nia...His smile,mole under his lips,everything la...so attractive

The third one is Jieyu...I like he sung the 'First Time' n his look bahhh,although I'm quite shallow,hu cares...

My other 2 guys...
K,end of talking ab my cups of tea...A lot of work haven finish...Wanna cry liao~
Wei wen...Although we got no fate to become stead,fren better yeah?Actually I know u're serious,but ... ... Sorry n Thx:)
Humm,Im such a loser...I cant finish hw on time,n I thk I gonna skip tmr's morning class...Cus I nv do e sketches of e 3 designs of e poster,n I got nth to present...Plus,I also dun wanna anyhw do...I dun wan to cheat myself,n talk randomly in front e class...I feel so ashame of myslef now,cus God may also feel disappointed at me
I really wan a break soon,Poly now damn fan n stressed...I wan to go travel,go Korea soon~

2009-09-03T18:35:00.004+08:00

Now ar...5 am

LOL,like so long nv blog le...

Hello^^

To those who are taking Olevels : JY JY p^o^q

Quite many frens who are taking O this year...gd luck guys!

I was one of them,experienced e hard time...wah,hernnn...Over liao~

I thk tuesday nite I had a 'weird' dream :

I died,n God brought me to heaven.Of cos that I was very happy ab that,but I also dun want to die so early... ...

After I woke up,I was like 'wah,i still alive...' n maybe God wants to tell me that I should cherish my live now...Cherish everything that I have...Thx God:)

I just watched finished e taiwanese drama - 命中注定我爱你

Not bad lahhh:)

I still have quite a lot of work haven finish,

n I rejected 3 ppl who want to date me=x

Lol,all frens nia...haha

Today suppose to go sch,

but I don noe,then didnt go...

Tmr free,n this week I only went sch once on Tue

Si-y(lecturer) : Cherrie,give urself a clap for coming to class:)

Me : ==?

Me to my friend : Lol,so sarcastic...

Hummm,

Qiu wen kai's bdae coming...

But I don thk I can make it on that day to go n celebrate for him...

See how bah,at least I heard u said to me that'must go ar n blahs':]

Wee,last last week bah?13Aug

was my first time lead a sch visit...

did SA's duty

Tat day I fogot to wear pants,

but Alvin senior explained was he nv remind me...

then while Vani remind me to wear pants for next event,

Alvin senior said,'Then if the students ask where are the hot 'chip' in ur sch,then ans just in front of u (me)'

LOL,thx ar...nice ans

It's not easy to intro so many things ab our sch to other students...Alvin senior so pro...
Btw...Welcome to TP Design SchU will see me if i lead ur sch for sch visiting or during open hus,n rem to say 'Hi' to me hor!

This is the first picture in my 3D ArtFundamental's journalI did Clay Sculpture,Paper Sculpture,Wire Sculpture n Final Sculpture(1 meter tall)

Haha...Hyun JoonNah,I'm finding someone also have a nice smile like him...Sunshine Smile BoyyyLol== ?

2009-08-31T16:13:00.003+08:00

What happened to me ah?

I don like to do HW,

I don like to go Sch,

I don like so many things n ppl around me...

Christians know that Jesus will come back soon,

but it doesnt mean that I can rest,slack,n been so down...

I must cheer up,

must try to like all e things that I dislike

I need motivation...I want to be a better man

I wont do 'bad' things again,Im so not like me now... ...

2009-08-28T18:00:00.004+08:00

Off my music n watch these videos...

Actually want u all to see Antoni,cus he looks like somone tat I cant forget...so alike...

I was crying when he is singing...n everytime I saw tears revolving in his eyes,I thk of when I first time met 'u',so alike...

Saw he cut hair(in e last 2 videos),I thk of the last 2 times I saw u n tat time u also cut ur hair...

His voice n the way he sings really touched me~

and jieyu n ziyou also not bad<33

Enjoy:)

I personally like e 2nd one e most - K 歌之王

I still rem the one likes to sing 我可以，我舍不得，Everything ... ...

Im such a loser,an ass...I cant forget...

I cant sleep...5am le,I nv sleep

2009-08-25T23:36:00.001+08:00

我一直在第二顺位爱着你，一直到今天你早已过去

2009-08-23T02:28:00.002+08:00

cresent girls like shit,just like shit

2009-08-12T09:21:00.000+08:00

I nv go to sch today=(Feel quite bad eh...but I really feel sick luhhh
Yesterday,gastric pain till I feel like dying...I cant stand,cant sit,cant lie down...I really tot I was dyingI nv eat medicine at e start,I didnt tell my family...I don wan them to worry ab meI was sweating like mad,den got vomit...Did i do something wrong?Felt so sad...
Btw,thanks weiwen, ahxiang, swee yan n anica:)Thanks for all ur cares n advices,love u all ^w^
Sun-Church,Bible Study

So cute canns ^8^

Korean Pastor's son,they are going to immigrate to India,to preach also

See^-^ So many I <3 xxx Tees
Tmr 12.30 need to reach sch...as we, student ambassadors need to lead all e sec sch students who are coming to TP for visiting,n tere is a Student Ambassador Training at 6pm ==3pm-6pm have lecture,so I need to go off early for training
Go Go Cherrie Must Go,as I didnt attend so many meetings,trainings n events lerrs,wth Leader I am...
Later need to do some research on TP,thk of what should I do for paper cutting/making dehhh==Busy Bee,DoDo
Ciaos loh p^o^q

2009-08-06T23:00:00.004+08:00

I'm 师奶杀手xDDD

Hahas,yeah...Start with this funnie TitlexDYeah,I'm== Got evidence de hor~
Today went to buy e curry chicken noodle,e auntiie just shifted to a new hawkercenter...'Blame' me nv go visit on e first day of e new hawkercenter opened,n then 3 auntiies came n start to chit chat wid me...The auntiies said i skinny,pretty,have sexy legs== n have nice name~One said 'We now good fren liao ar'den another auntiie asked me to leave my no. to her...I cant see the numbers on her phone cus her rubber phone cover,so i stood there type in my num n name for damn long sia...When i finally type in my contact,the auntiie said i forgot to type in one no.

Aunttie: Mei nu,u dun wan me to find u ar?(translate to eng)

Me: Huh?

Me: Orhhh~ (forgot to type in one no.)
Then all e auntiies keep on laughing...When i was leaving,den the auntiie shouted n I turned back==like around 2 or 3 times...
Aunttie: The auntiie asked u got boyfren or not?Me: Dun have...heheAunttie: She intro her son to u,make frenMe: Dun nd...haha
Blahhs...hahas,funnie auntiies

Met wid my customer,n all e customers i have met are chio bus n handsomes...Wahhh,thanks u all for supporting our Blogshop yeah:)
Some overdue picsxD Am i spaming my own blog?==

My poly classmates:)(First time used self-timer fuction=x)
Church on Sunday!

Little Korean chio bus:)) Yahbiieee

4 VS 1 Win liao lohhhxD

Little Korean's Chinese HW

Funnie Ahnor n Jason~

Pastor n another pink colour guy...

Spent 3 hours to finish 3 papers today-15 cubes==

Waste time siohhh

Ciaos yiohhh

2009-08-06T01:50:00.003+08:00

Im such a loser,

cos lots of things I cant just face n do...

I always think a lot n then give up...so not me

I only show my true colors to my family n frens,

I cant tell myself that 'Just face it'...I cant TT~TT

I didnt attend the tea session with our Director,

actually have other reasons behind,lalala~

First year Student Ambassador jiu pon so many trainings,meetings n events?

Oiiii,I didnt okayyy

I didnt pon la,got reason lahhh...

I still cherish e chance to become a TP Design Sch Student Ambassador,

as I passed through e interview,

I was super duper HAPPY nehhs:D

Last Sat:)

Headed to PlazaSing to meet my bestiies:)
PASTA ex?then went KFC n eat,save $$$

O.o MinHoooPrincess Mirror abovexDDD

So crowded in da shop...

I thk all gals visit because of MiHooo?or Pink Colour?or...the atmosphere?

MinexDDD

I bought these for da file,LOL

The colour of e nail polishes are super nice wor...

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SexySexy

Chat at Starbucks till e last train...

I always feel so comfortable n relax when i chat with them:)

Ohhh,swee yan...Ur sorrysorry msg so sO SO short hor?Herh

2009-08-03T01:11:00.003+08:00

Ok,It's time to write something deep deep in my heart...

Erm,stop asking me all those qns...I dun need a guy:)

I dun wan to break our frenship,so stop it,dun treat me too gd

I now only will fall in love with e Right one,

serious relationship

Sch sux nowadays,

'Play with clay week' just over==

n all my works have cross:)

My last piece is a church,i will let u all see yeah?

Just met my two darlings on Sat at Plaza Sing,

n wah...I really enjoyed chatting with them,hehe

This...

Are u still so excited?

Hahas,free ad for euuu,LOL

Yeah,this crazy yonghweee is on e official website~

Btw,actually wan to say thanks:)

Thanks for saying all those words for letting me to get over it...

n lol 7 months,I felt I smarter than euuuxDDD

Ciaos yo~