I told ww n showed him his pic, he gave me the stunned look... He also thks the one in my school looks like my ex and him too...
Like wth right, n it's so qiao cus the way we got to noe each other is so "special"? Lol
... I cant do anything again, but at least we started to talk after "tat", haha:)
ends at 03:23
Wednesday 21 July 2010Y
Retarded, y u dun noe that ur small little move will affect my feeling...
@@ I go slp le, herh!
ends at 04:30
Thursday 8 July 2010Y
W: So how?
Me: Huh? Wat so how?
W: Nvm
Wah, I felt like killing u at that moment...
I wanted to meet him and others for photo shoot only, in the end, didnt really shoot anything...
We like meet up too often recently... n he already got nothing to talk to me like that, then just sit there quietly...
I shared a lot of things with him, I almost complained every single thing that makes me unhappy... lol
Hmm, he must be speechless when he see this post and nag me for post all these craps at this time...
Me: Ass, u must be sleeping now, lol, idk what am I writing liao... hmm, I miss u though we're going to meet each other again n I just met u in the last 12 hrs...
ends at 04:00
Sunday 4 July 2010Y
W said one thing I didnt change which is bad...
W said I sleep too late...
W said I should change...
I said I cant change...
I said U noe why I cant...
I said I noe it's a bad habit...
W said change it for me...
ends at 06:54
Monday 21 June 2010Y
I thk I must be truthful to myself...
Y cant me just say out my true feelings n I dun want to keep ur name as a secret already...
Ng Zu Jing...
I dun thk I cant live without u, obviously, Im still a happy n siao girl with no u in my life...
However, the truth is I think u're still in my heart...
I ain't like those extreme gals, I can accept that we already break, we aint friends anymore n we dun contact each other at all...
Im not dumb, or can say Im quite rational... I wont choose to jump off a building for a guy or being annoying n keep disturbing the guy...
But how I wish u could tell me y u chose to mia in the first place...
I think I can understand a bit... cus u noe that we cant contact cus we cant be just purely friends after those things happened... n u no need to contact with me cus u got other girls to contact with, I can tell this from ur pics...
Fine, cus I saw u grinned, not like last time... U seem to be happier now:)
I aint a loser just bcus I cant forget ab u or whatever, n I still believe that u're a good person.
I think u worth me to confess all these, as I also told u before, we only live once, so... I dun want to regret...
Sorry for the sms that I sent to u just now, 'Ass'
I still rem u said the song 'Sha Gua' is the best song to describe both of us...
But till now, I think it's the best song for me, not for u...
I tried to find ur num cus I wanted to say happy bday to u on 13June, but I cant find... Dun noe why, I wanted to find ur num again just now, n I found it at the back of my photo, but instead of ur name, I put there 'someone that I want to forget' last time...
I thk u still rem me, cus u have our couple tee that we didnt wear it tgt before, couple ring, my diary for u, present, small small little things, photos, t-shirt that I bought for u... ...n our memories... U cant throw memories away dear...
Lastly, I felt sorry to insult ur english name... n talked shit on ur fren's fb page...
I thk I was angry about some of the comments that u left there...
Nvm, hope we can smile to each other when we meet again:)
Smile more, cus u look gorgeous when u smile...
ends at 03:12
Sunday 20 June 2010Y
5.34 am now...
Im surprised that there are ppl still visiting my blog... cus I nv update n there's no pic anymore...
I thk if there's time, I will change this blog skin n make my blog looks more interesting by uploading pics again? Hmm, if there's time okay:)
Feel damn bad now, cus monday sch reopen, we only have one week of holiday...
I need to retake one subject, new class== Dun noe who I'll face... a bit scared eh
Another thing is I will skip sch for Universal Studio, like wtf... I dun dare to tell my parents, but I'll tell them after some days, lol
Fuck sia, 9am class, then in between got 3 hours break, n others only have one module, but it was my fault, so I must face the consequences.
Hope everything will be fine, I will put in my effort, wake up early, no slacking from the start I promise...
I feel damn guilty now... my Tuesday... my sch day... n Im going to Universal Studio... F F F
To someone: I thk I like u, n how I hope u also like me not bcus of that u ass...
ends at 05:34
Tuesday 1 June 2010Y
Feel like crying...
Feel like screaming out the F-word...
Shit sia, totally no life... 4 days break including e weedends, I almost spent all my time on e two final assignments... freaking loads things to do...
I felt guilty for sleeping, watch tv shows while eating, n taking bus n mrt... I thk I wasted my own time, did I?
N Im not superman, Im not those kind no need sleep still can straightaway go school at 9 in the morning or sleep 1 or 2 hrs can wake up one... I had tried b4, but only 1 or 2 times really got no choice, or I will overslept for sure for most of the times on the submission days... F sia
I had changed...
I used to bring a camera along with me whenever I go out...
I used to take pictures of myself like non stop, but now I find it lame...
I used to be quite extreme n emo, but now I become more open-minded n happy...
However, one thing nv change in me...
Im still rather detail, so tat's why I need to spend more time on my assignment... cus I will thk a lot for this n that... ma fan ttm
I'm changing... ya, I noe I need to change, it's not a good habit...
N I thk I had ignored my phone for a long period of time...
Not totally ignore la of course, but Im not so addicted to sms, phone calls n blah blahs...
I always put it in silent mood, that's why I always dont pick up calls n dont reply msgs...
N I hate those times when I waited for someone's msg or talk to someone through phone from afternoon till the next day morning or till I sleep... shitty memories... pity my ears n brain sia...
Oh, one more thing... Haha, I just realised he'll read my blog daily... cus he explained to me e thing on that day after I wrote a post...
Lol, zi lian, how u noe I was talking ab u... ok la, sux explanation n we met each other today:)
ends at 01:16
Monday 31 May 2010Y
Cant u just stop disturbing my mind...
Stop ur nonsense...
I said we better dun contact, u said u're not him...
I noe, but... yaw 2 look alike...
What should I reply ur nonsense next time?
'Me too?'
Restart again?
N y u have e same girl frens as him?! U noe how shocked when I found out?
