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Monday 28 December 2009Y

不要被我的表情骗了，
我，并不快乐 ... ...
Hmm, quite mani things happened...Got too mani things want to say...
Sch started today, damn sians~ ~ I hate e module, but I must do wellMUST
I will start working, part time...I cant just go to sch den back home watch youtube anymore...I must make my life interesting. Live Life

Yesterday nite, a person who nt really contacting with me chatted wid me,wondering how he can talk wid me though I del him in msn n he is not in my fren list.
Ok, nt important, but thx for ur msgs. Nope, it's nt a joke.Now then I know how u actually thk ab me, oh, Im such a xxxx in ur eyes...U know that words cant be taken back, I didnt ans ur calls bcus ... ...I cant talk when Im crying...
After received ur tat msg, I suddenly sobered up...Did u also tell zj tat? tell him what u thk ab me?So tats y he also thk e same way?
Nzj, I explained to u, n Im nt those kind of ppl as u thk.If I am, then u toos, u noe what Im saying...
Lsy, I got nth to say to u, thx for e msg, I dun nd ur sry.Tats not a joke, I thk tats what u want to say to me for long.
Bye to u all, bye

Went out wid my sec sch gd fren on last sat:)

Saw mani cosplayers... tat red color one was a guy if Im nt wrong

I bought a card for catching toys, damn hard to catch siohhh:[But I dk why guys r good at tis, cus I saw mani guys caught mani toys...

Watched The Treasure Hunter wid liying,we were 'huh? wats treasure hunter? sounds boring=='Then we realised its the movie tat we want to watch, cus jay n others r insidecus at e start we didnt realise n e showing date on e poster is 31 Dec, so I tot still dun have,so we went to iluma from bugis junction then went back to bugis juction check e timing,then went back to iluma again ~
Ok la e movie, quite funny, haha...I now only can recalled 曾志伟 said 'You no good. You no good.' tat parts.Lol, he damn funny sia, always use english in chinese or dialect.

Thanks liying for e mirror n sweet,n thanks for still rem my bdae~

Recently, I start to know some ppl better,damn selfish ppl, only thk for themselves~Heckcare others' feeling...
I wont waste my time on those kind of ppl...

Btw, thx Rainie who introduced me this song...Some parts of the lyrics are quite ... ... like us

我还记得我挽着你的手
天冷时候一起躲在棉被中
那时我们不害怕犯错
那时以为天空多辽阔

朋友都说你后来变真多
总是避谈纯真坦白那时候
体贴的人不再追问我
只说你也有梦他也有梦
虽然难得不必心痛

我以为我成熟以为从此就自由
我尝试着快乐快乐却不陪着我
爱没有回来了你已经离开我
回忆紧紧缠住我像当初不肯分手

如果傻傻的承诺　现在还在一起么
如果寂寞的时候我已经学会去推脱
他也有梦我也有梦虽然难得不必心痛
这样的爱实在难得....

I deleted some... ...
因为我没有为你堕落，因为你没有住在我心中

(P.S. : I watched finish U're beautiful, quite nice, guys all quite handsome:])

ends at 08:27

Friday 25 December 2009Y

最怕空气突然安静

最怕朋友突然的关心

最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息

最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音

不愿那是悲伤的哭泣

事到如今终於让自已属於我自已

只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你

你会在哪里

过的快乐或委屈

突然好想你

突然锋利的回忆

突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲

变成两部悲伤的电影

为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行

然后留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜那麽美那麽相信

那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经

为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去

突然好想你

你会在哪里

过的快乐或委屈

突然好想你

突然锋利的回忆

突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静

最怕朋友突然的关心

最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息

最怕突然听到你的消息

最怕此生已经决定自己过没有你

却又突然听到你的消息

Im damn sorry, in fren's chalet now, but my mood just not tere~

Some stupid ar gua go sung this song today, den I became like tis...

Damn Emo ~ ~

Yah, this is what I want to say to him, hmm, ab 8 months nv contact le

I dun noe what I did to make u hate me so much, indeed, I thk I only left gd n nice memories to u...

I cried again in front of ww n aa just now,

cus they realised something wrong with me~

Thanks for consoling me, n sry bb :[

Whatever, I lost... I wun treat a bf so truely again...

Ya, like what the lyrics say, I damn scared to hear things ab u...

So... dun tell me anything ab him, even I ask

Im so minute in ur life, not like someone so useable.

If was him asked u dun contact with me n u listened,

Fine, I accepted

Herh:/

U said u will rem me?

U said im ur best fren even brk?

U said, U said, U said... ...

Well, well, well... thx for all the lies ~~~

Go find back all ur other ex, go sweet talk with them...

Even Im so ... ... I promise I wun accept u if u come back

n We wun have future:)

P.S. : Prankly say I dun really have feeling for this song b4 ystday, but thank 'u' for making the lyrics meaningful... ...

ends at 03:02

Thursday 24 December 2009Y

About one week didnt blog lers...
Hmm, I just came back from KL... sian sia
Alrite, I'm going to Japan in March next year~

To all the frens who surprised me n celebrated my bdae with me:
Hey guys, thanks a lot, really...I didnt expect u all to come n surprise me:)
Wo zhen de hao ai ni men ~ Frens 4ever babes!
Muaacccksss~ ~
There were quite many ppl came n found me on 19Dec, b4 my bdae...Then count down... lol, sounds lame ah, but I appreciate all these yeah:)
Hmm, I cant rem all the names, cos some are frens' frens, complicated...But now we all are frens liao hor, hehe...
Especially thx to WeiWen, Charmaine, Weiqi, Sherly n Eugene...n Of course bee~
n Thanks those who still rem my bdae, especially HaoHao, I oso rem urs:)n to z, I thk u early early forgot, hehe, cold-blooded

This is one of my pic during da Korea Trip,I will post all the pics soon, n those took with Super Junior M, SS501 n blahs
Okays, actually ya, someone n another one noe that I miss z damn much sometimes,what they told me were, ' So? U thk he cares?' ==
Okok, just a moment la, then I just erm... ya, tat bastard

O, yah, I rem I promise someone I wont slp too late lers...so he wont worry, kk

n Lastly, 这个世界，莫名其妙的人，一堆Pls dun waste my time if u're also not free,n mess up my plan, plus dun suddenly ask me out,if u noe that we're not that good plus Im not that free as u thk

CIAOS

ends at 02:50

Wednesday 16 December 2009Y

HUH?!$@*+&#^

What xxxx habit I'm having now?!

Am I a owl or something?

I dun feel sleepy at all although now is 6.43 am~

Hahas, Happy !Wondering what I was holding in da pics above?
It's from a modelling company~They approached me at Bugis, it's a freelance job...Modelling for events n blahhs...
Thx for e scout's compliment,'U got e height n look.'(P.S. : I didnt make up on that day)
xD I better stop hao lian+ing, later ppl talk shit behind me

My 6th Bdae pressie though my bdae haven come yet~Gan jiong ppl, thx for this Coach Wallet...
Eh, it's too expensive.. n I like e wallet I'm using now...Although I wont use this now, I will keep it, thanks~

Another pouch in da wallet~

Shopped with ziying on Mon...Shit Alex, said bo job on that day, n ww didnt come:[Bought a lot of things wid her, hehe:DD

*TADA*

Thx zy for this necklace~!
Actually I wanted t buy 2, but e price added tgt is quite ex...So she paid for me 1 as my bday present, thx my dear <3

I met CC after tat on Mon to return back her $10...

And I bought my nice nice jacket at Cotton on :)

O, ya! Also thx CC for treating me e meal in HK cafe,

as my bdae present, cus she said she cant make it for my bdae par~
Hmm, I wondering what Evelyn is planning...Really a surprise meh? cus I was keep asking her...Like cus I also want to go out wid other frens on 19 Dec,then at da first she told me it will be just an outing, see got time,then celebrate for me(disappointed), cus she like I forcing her to celebrate for me like tat...
Dun noe, I thk cus I keep asking her n I said mayb I not free on Sat...Then she told me it is a surprise la... O.o hehee, I still quite blur now
Next thing, I just rejected someone for something...Weird, I really dun noe what he was thking... ...
Off to slp at 7.30 am, poor me, n love baby, smile more:)

ends at 21:37

Friday 11 December 2009Y

Oh rui xiang: Oi

Me: ya?

Oh rui xiang: nth

Me: ==

He was my memory... part of me... the sweetest part...

Then he left me, but now he is still with me, after 2 yrs... ... I hope I'll see u soon, ya?

Sorry sorry to jie, cus I was late again, late for 50 min?

My bad, my bad, hee

We're goin overseas, hope everything will be done successfully... 'u' noe wat I mean:)

At jie's aunty's shop at Bugis~

Her cousin~

The teh bin in da HK cafe is really nice, damn nice I tell u...

20Dec is my Bdae~ I have celebrated with some of my frens alrdy, cus they wont celebrate wid me on that day...

Then the next group is my TP group, haha, first bdae celebration with u guys...

Are u free on 19Dec? Tell me:)

I had nearly forgotten this celebration till Evelyn called me today, oh dear, I forgot to tell u to come oso... Bear with me, as I was too busy with my sch work...

I dun noe why, 5.40am now... I couldnt slp at all, herh, Blame TP thx

Finally, finally ar... ... I finished another module... Damn sick of sch la, n everything I did is like a mess... watever la, watever kkkkkk

I hope baby will be fine, cus today I saw u, u were like very tired...

I dun noe, ur face told me that... Although u were smiling, I felt so... ... sry for u

Another thing, I dun noe why, u were still in my mind... but the feeling is nt the same as last time... though I still hope u'll be my fren, I also very hard to forgive u... so... if no fate... ya, if u can u better dun come n fan me again

PS: How u noe the guy is nt interested in u anymore?

-By his actions. He wun sms, msn, or ask u out anymore. And he doesnt have time for u anymore.

*If e guy is ur ex, he might del u in facebk(i nt really using that la), or watever, n stop all the contacts wid u.
Frens? funny...dun day dreaming, u all will only stare at each other when u all meet again coincidentally.

Result: 最熟悉的陌生人(The most familiar stranger) hmm, u may ask: Where gt strangers kiss b4? well, why not:)

Ciaos ppl n Love Life~

ends at 20:35

Sunday 6 December 2009Y

Now - 4.48 amDots... loads of work, n I dun feel like doin==
Sorry to TP,Im a bad example...Others are all hardworkin okay, only me...
Okay la,I will do, cus I still wan my mark, n I have to do...Bo choice for me, it's life, so face it, haha, at least Im positive:)

Yesterday - SatI woke up quite early,nth to do, den did make up...
See, I oni bo thing to do then make up...If nt, I dun noe wats e point to do tat==
Attract guys?Pointless sia~
Do I look diff after making up?Prankly say ah, got la, a bit... ok la, quite diffAt least e eyes part

Met tis girl at Tamp,ate KimGary...
n Took mani free gifts wid her along da streets, lol

Cover cover, fat face -3-

Her 招牌动作 xD

Hahah, free coke, n nice glass bottle<3

I thk ur 招牌动作suits u more~

Huala, 1 2 3 all free la, hohoho~ ~ ~

Pain Relief Patch O.o

Lollipop=}

Tuppid Rain, or tuppid mexDD

For ur info. , 3 ways of editing ur pic, tere are more la k

Alrite, less ppl visit is it? cus less ppl tag compared to e last time...
Watever, rude ppl...Come crap some also can wat -,-
Actually I want to show e pics of me b4 n after make up...But eh... Nvm la, feel free to try to make up n see e diff urself
Hummm, recently, Im doin book illustration...Tat means I need to make a book myself... Sounds chim I noe, heheYa, it's nt easy... sian nahhh, n I keep asking ppl all e stuppid qns ab my assignment...Sorry ah, I also dun want to disturb u all, but who let u all r more pro than me... hehee

I want to go travel...

n say bye to some ppl
I will still talk to u, or just fake friendly to u,
But...
U already nt in my friend list, bye memories~

ends at 19:29