I was painting in my room while watching e last few episodes of a korean drama.
Btw, I seldom check my phone at home n I always put silent mood, is this a bad habit?
Sians, my frens always complain n say that they cant find me ==
And today, e shagua sent me so many msgs, n the last one is 'U changed'
I was like O.O, wth are u talking about... Siao kia, nv reply means I changed... ... Speechless
Switch topic -> Y the gal behaves like that huh? n wrote those kind of comments... Speechless also...
Im so sure that she wrote she met u b4 n blah blah on her blog n u told me u nv see her b4? n u just noe her recently? Moreover, she's introduced by wk? odd sia...
Btw, non of my business la, just cant tah han her behaviors, so bixxhy
Quite unlucky recently, sigh... Hope I can overcome all the hurdles in front of me:)
ends at 05:22
Wednesday 24 February 2010Y
^^ Im going to Japan soon... Counting down... Ab one month ==
After I did my 2D Arts and DH&C~
Unfair... We only got one month of holiday... Really ah? Are yaw joking with me?
Btw, no difference la, cus I was quite slack, my bad my bad...
Thanks KJ for giving us E-learning, hahas, cus I overheard that DH&C is hard for other courses...
Tokyo, Hokkaido, Okinawa, or any other places (must see how my daddy plans), Im Coming!!!
Bye Stupid Hot Sun, Ohayo Winter/Spring, Sakura, Snow?, Sushi, Ramen~~~!!!
I hope I will enjoy e 2 modules instead of thinking I will suffer in this month...
Be positive!!! Yaw also must be positive k!!! Nothing is impossible:DDD
Loves, byCher
ends at 21:22
Tuesday 23 February 2010Y
惯性背叛
对啊，我好像都忘了，我早就习惯了
3.23 am, still need to do my journal...
Btw, Im so full now, eat too much... Someone knows I like to stuff myself when I feel sad...
ends at 03:22
Sunday 21 February 2010Y
WTF, Y I every night only hear ppl saying 'I go slp le, nights'
!#%^&*($! +*@#!
I complained to him this n that just now over the phone...
I sound damn angry hor? hehe
He said I thk too much, ya lor... I silly wat...
I asked him y the shitd must treat me like this... make me sad only
And it's very funny to see someone actually scared me n another one will get closer, n e acts she did hehe made me laugh only...
I know I shouldnt start all that, so now I must heckcare... I cant do anything, so sua...
ends at 02:48
Saturday 20 February 2010Y
Halo, sha gua... This is for u...
我对你的爱已经超过了爱情，现在你就像我的家人一样，我们再也不会分开了
U didnt argue with me... Thanks... Nth le right? Happy? I will still pei u chion work, I will still be there...
U didnt say it's rubbish... U didnt ask me why... U didnt force me to change my decision...
U noe me...
JY for JC... hehe, n as I promised u, I will tell u first when I find the one:)
Have something to say to someone...
How I wish I noe u via other better ways...
How I hope I dun like ur face, n wont thk u look like my ex...
It's hard for me to get closer with u... I cant step forward anymore...
But I will miss u... I will thk ab u... I want to know u more... I want to see u...
Btw... Someone ps me just now... n I went n buy food alone...
I brought two oranges n go Aunty Jennifer there bai nian, then she gave me more hao liao, n I forgot to pay her after that, then I returned, she said dont need la, she treated me food... Wah, love u aunty!!! Must take care k, n I will go support ya often:)
ends at 04:25
Friday 19 February 2010Y
2nd post of the day, 3.47 am, really cant sleep...
Things I'm going to say next may sound weird...
Hmm, I thk I like u... but u're in JC... sorry, this is another one... I mean... like only... LIKE
U have so mani gal frens... So many diff groups of frens... U're too socialised...
But I dun noe y I must act as if I hate u... Y I hate u? Y I angry with u?
If it's not bcus of this n that... I hope I can be more close with u...
That day I was so ugly la... Sians...
Actually... I like to hear ur sweettalk... I like to act as if Im angry n u came toward me and asked me y Im angry with u... n... n... n...
Btw, dun be so selfish n suan ppl le kay== shallow u, herh
Hao le la... shuo wan le
ends at 03:46
习惯就好
Ya, rite... I cant thk of him anymore... One year is enough already... Since... He did another act to me:) Well done... thanks
Y I like to cry so much... Im crying again...
And I cant linger over another relationship anymore... If u see this u msg me... I dun wan to block ur way, ur bright future... At least I cried for u once... Wo she bu de... Im not as cruel as him, we are still frens... I will still be there for u
And to the 'dotsman', Im shallow, but not that shallow... n ur qn really sounds stupid... Moreover, I thk he is much more handsome than the one...
Photography finished... like finally... I mean though I only went to class twice, but I really tried to do my best already, cus I carry the camera almost to everywhere I go... Of cos not at home la... Im quite surprised that I passed... I shouldnt skip so many lessons, n I noe I missed out a lot of things...
Btw, thanks to my frens again... Thanks for modelling for me... U all are so zai lahhh... zy, jerry,yx, lili, evelyn n lastly derek koh(== stupid face)
Next week, a new start... Two modules lea... Mathias is right, be myself, I shouldnt thk that much n compare myself to others... We all smart in our own ways... I hope I can really focus on what I am doing now... I cant give up arhhh~!!!
Lastly, I hope e so called cute face will last long with his girl... Tiring but Sweet right?! AWW~
ends at 01:13
Monday 15 February 2010Y
Wah, Ng Zu Jing... 你好狠
我真是个超级无敌大笨蛋。
ends at 19:19
He cried... I made him cried again...
I dun wan to talk ab the whole thing le...
I know u'll read this... Sorry... I really cant get over the last one... I really cant... U understand or nort!!! I noe Im a liar... n I told u tat already... Do u noe tat u're too gd for me? I'm not worth all tat...
U're in JC... I'm in Poly... U noe how difficult for us or nort... I really got no mood to thk ab all the flies around u n worry ab this n that...
U said u dk who u're to me... Pls la, I also dk who am I n what am I doing now...
We wont last de... This is the fact... So how? How la... Sigh
:'( Sha gua ah... Dui bu qi... Ai ni
ends at 03:04
Saturday 13 February 2010Y
你在看，所以我在写... ...
Now 4.42 am...
So late again... I cried again...
I hate the boys in boys' sch... Cant they just stop spreading rumours one day... Y some of them changed their attitudes toward me... Richie, wat were happened? Can u tell me?
Nvm, forget ab all that... I really dun understand so many things n ppl around me, they're all changing... n Me... still the same... like one silly only
Pls dun misunderstand me or judge me if u dun noe me well... Im simple, rather simple...
One good thing to share with u all is I finally back on track lers... Thx my frens n the super kind lecturer Mathias...I cried in front of him also... wa, my tears just cant stop running...
I will spend my Vday night with someone... I hope he understands... cus till now I still cant forget nzj... Im so sorry...
Lastly, happy bdae in advance to May!!! Love u all guys~
ends at 04:41
Sunday 7 February 2010Y
Im writing this to those who still visit my blog...
Sorry, I really no mood to upload any pic...
Now, 4.50am...
Actually Im totally lost now, I dun know what am I doing, I dun know y am I like this...
My bad, it's all bcus of me, every single thing....
Even to him, I got nth to say... I always make him sad only, like what he said, it's always all ab me... Sorry, I dun noe wat to say to u, I dun noe wat to reply, I cant share with u... Im a liar, u understand nort?
Thanks to those who told me not to give up... but... Im so scared of so mani things n so worried ab loads of things...
Im tired, off to slp first... Will update soon, stay tune, loves
ends at 04:47
Wednesday 3 February 2010Y
Ohayo! 1.20am==
昨天去拿我订的书-我爱故我在，还冲动的买了一本日本的diary book，因为上面有我的名字-Cher Cher Cher...
Whatever, I will only be here sharing my thoughts not pics anymore...
A... Im going to japan in March, dont miss me...
And I miss my jie meis... miss them much much...
Finally... my boy... u're my secret now... till one day, I forgot the previous one, I will shout out ur name loud... n intro to everyone...
To N: Again, my last words are always for u... Feb... Feb2010... 1 years lers... U left me 1 year already... Y cant we stay as frens? Things are changing, I dont wan u back as a stead anymore... Silly kid... U noe I still regret that I didnt pick up ur call on that day when we left each other at Yishun Mrt station... the 3 calls... The reasons are my phone gonna be no bat n I was crying in the train... sha gua, y called? We have really no fate... However, I forgot so many guys except u... I dont noe... I shouldnt imagine so much, I should believe u, should I?
Sha gua, wo hai shi hen ai hen ai ni~ This feeling wont change, like the msg u had sent to me, 'I will rem u'.
