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Friday 29 January 2010Y

Im surprised...竟然有人比我还白痴

我才了解，对于爱情，男生也会是受害者，这是我第一次，第一次深刻的了解到

我以为只有我还一头热，记得他说考完试会约我去看海，而我们会是朋友

没有，没有朋友，只有我对他的想念，那种就算是我再怎样催眠我自己也忘不掉的感觉

可是今天，和另一个他聊完，再回头一看，原来男生里也有傻子

所以想写出来鼓励女生，鼓励大家~

Firstly, let's call him H... H was the one I like, for a while only... He is a big ass I thk, cus he had being sad for a girl for 8 months? or more than that... He told me just dont think the girl, that's the only way to forget ab the girl... He is different from those bastards or flirts, he doesnt noe how to sweet talk and all that... Even though I was close with him, he only treat me as a very gd fren, he wont do extra things... Idk, I think he really cant forget, cus till now, he doesnt have a gf after the gal... I really hope u can really forget ab her... I noe u got ur life I got mine now... n we aren't that close as b4, but I still wish ya the best best~!!

Secondly, call him Y... He another ass... Wth is u dont care what ppl say n u still love n miss her? Wth... Pls la, the girl already brk with u, u still dreaming that u all are tgt? dots... I think she replied ur sms bcus she was bored? bcus she has no guys to play? Wake up la, stupid... Wth is our love will go on n on? ... ... If I also think in the same way as u, then me n him gonna celebrate our 1 yr anniversary le bo? Like what I have said, he totally forget ab me, I fking stupid... But y u also like this? Siao kia, u wake up!!!

Thirdly, W... He waited for me after I brk with the last one... I told him I really cant forget n all that... dots... I talked to him today... He said he finally can give up on me... but I feel sad here... Hmm... he is my type... handsome, smart n all that... I told him I fking tupid right... He said no... maybe frens are better, so he will nv leave me... I was so touched n I really wish u to find a better one... But dont tell me if u got a gf pls... cus I thk I will feel sad instead of happy for u... However... I still will thk of him... damn unfair to u if we r tgt... Although I del his num n everything... i still... ... ... ... ... Sua ... ... ... ...

Like what u had said to me 过去了，都过去了

以后等你有了女朋友，生活里又像是少了一个爱我的人，我知道这些话很自私，但是...祝福你

谢谢你不爱我了，谢谢你今天的眼泪，以后，请你，不要再哭了

ends at 01:35

Sunday 24 January 2010Y

Hi Blog...

Ya, Im getting lazier... No pics, so if u dun want to read u can just leave:)

Im erm, very down now... very very down...

Few ppl noe my situation...

Ok, firstly, I still will thk of 'u' no matter of what, cus... I noe if u beside me now, I will feel much better... No one can replace u... I cant tell u anymore, cus I dun have ur num le... cus...

I made a very bad decision... but... I have no courage already... n to me that's the best decision...

Nvm, too many things happened, n last wed was the first time I cried in sch...

I really dont noe what am I doing already, n y e ugly old bird face must forced me till like that...

I cant stand 'it' anymore...

Im so sad over so many things...

No one noes the truth, they all thk im blah n blah... they dont noe the truth behind...

Nvm, let them talk among themselves in the next month...

Im going to church tmr, like finally... I noe I must go...

P.S. :
To 'u' : I got so many things want to say to u... just be myself, I cant lie, I cant hide this feeling... I dont like the things u wrote to her on fb-'thx for everything'... Y? ... ... sigh... ...

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Wednesday 13 January 2010Y

I deleted some comments accidentally.

Hmm, I started to use Facebook lers, go there n find me instead k.

Poor me, no time to update, tons of work siohhh...

Search Cherrie Qc, find me find me:)

Ciaos n see u guys soon soon, maucks~!

ends at 23:35

Wednesday 6 January 2010Y

I cried again before I deleted your num in my contact list.

I'm so 舍不得... 我舍不得所有和你的回忆...

I cant use Facebook bcus of u... I cant see all those pics...

Finally... I did another act... Im so stupid when u're flirting around now...

If u're reading this, pls stop reading my blog, here dont welocme u, n u have no rights to know everything ab me in ths way.

Thank God, my friends, bee n myself.

ends at 03:42

Monday 4 January 2010Y

Halo Halo peper:DAlamak, again, so late liaos...
For a lot of students, tmr sch will restart lers...Hahas, for me last week already started, so I dun have feeling for this...
But I received like 5 calls from 5 diff kids, dey complained to me that they really dun feel like going back to sch n dey hate sch damn much...Wee wEe weE, here to cheer u all up k:)
Pls la, I also dun like sch... hehexDDDHowever, I got no choice, so I choose to do my best, really, I do.

Like a shy only -,-Although he wanted to treat me Mac, ended up I paid him $4(only left $4 in my wallet)Thank for coming down all the way from Yishun n bringing me there n accompany me till late
Pls stop smoking, smelly man...Study hard n all e best for O, hehe
Btw, he quite handsome la(not bcus he ugly, he shy only, Lol)Hmm, he looks like 黄晓明 eh... (sort of la, later he saw then too happy will go siao)

Hmm, taste so-so

New hairstyle: 美不啦叽香菇头

This is the location of my interview place, cant show u where, sry

The card I was holding is da consultant's namecard

I have one photoshoot this week... trying to slim down =.o

I was trying to eat lesser, but I didnt really exercise...

I should slp early n exercise more, llike running...

Before any event n advertisement, I should go to gym then...

But if is filming a commercial for KFC, I dun thk dey will ask me to slim down...

(Btw, I saw someone looks like Wuzun during e interview, but ... y his papa were accompanied him== Papa's boy)

Changed my calendar...

But I have mentioned b4 I dun really like him after I saw him in real life...

And this calendar is till 2011, dot dot dot

Btw, da first page(Jan), he looks quite girly lea...

I shall stop talking ab him, later his fans will !#%&*_&@ at me ==

Jy everyone n Smile k ~ ! :DDD

ends at 02:32

Friday 1 January 2010Y

2010 !!!

Hello 2010 !!! Halo Halo ~!
Bye 2009... ...
There were loads things happened in 2009~The happiest moments n of cos the most upset/sad memories
However, I thk I had overcomed all the hurdles and hard times through God,thx God

~In 2009~
I graduated from Whitley Sec Sch with gd result( to me is) n went into a new sch-Temasek Design Sch-The best design sch in sg(to me is)... ...
I found a guy that I love and cant forget though we nv contact for 8 months alrdy...
I know more frens n del some ppl in my life...
I went to Korea n saw HyunJoong n all those stars, n I changed my view of him, I dun really like him now...
Im now the student ambassador of TDS n a freelance model of mediacorp...
~A fruitful year~

I like to do this expression a lot last timexD

Love these~

Ya, Im now a model for MediaCorp...

I didnt tell many ppl, cus I dun wan to hao lian arnd...

Actually tat was just an interview, den der consultants will thk ab it, den call e ppl that they want for another round of interview...

But dey asked me to decide on the spot that I want to do the job or not...

Hehe, of cos my ans was yes...

I nv hao lian k, a lot of contestants left quite fast, but e consultant talked to me for damn long...

n for ur info. ,all the contestants were spotted by scouts n we must have name cards of the scouts den can go in...

I will become busy, photoshoot next week, den u might see me in events or advertisements:D

Thanks for my height n look, lol... Thanks God. Thanks my parents.

Okok, I dun want to be sad anymore, I must become more cheerful!!!

Although i hate sch, I will still do my best in sch!

Jy Cherrie n Jy to U !!!

(P.S. : Im going to Japan in March!!! Bye Singapore!!! woho!!!:DDD)

[To those who prank called me at 3am+, u all will all kana in 2010, especially fake steve, e first guy who talked to me, e last guy n e bitch, of cos adding in e one who provided my num... All e jokers, actors plus idea n num providers... All the Best to u all next year... shut ur mouth if u're chinese but dk how to speak chinese, act fucking ang mo, den better fuck off Singapore:)]

ends at 01:38