Ya, Im getting lazier... No pics, so if u dun want to read u can just leave:)
Im erm, very down now... very very down...
Few ppl noe my situation...
Ok, firstly, I still will thk of 'u' no matter of what, cus... I noe if u beside me now, I will feel much better... No one can replace u... I cant tell u anymore, cus I dun have ur num le... cus...
I made a very bad decision... but... I have no courage already... n to me that's the best decision...
Nvm, too many things happened, n last wed was the first time I cried in sch...
I really dont noe what am I doing already, n y e ugly old bird face must forced me till like that...
I cant stand 'it' anymore...
Im so sad over so many things...
No one noes the truth, they all thk im blah n blah... they dont noe the truth behind...
Nvm, let them talk among themselves in the next month...
Im going to church tmr, like finally... I noe I must go...
P.S. : To 'u' : I got so many things want to say to u... just be myself, I cant lie, I cant hide this feeling... I dont like the things u wrote to her on fb-'thx for everything'... Y? ... ... sigh... ...