Y cant me just say out my true feelings n I dun want to keep ur name as a secret already...
Ng Zu Jing...
I dun thk I cant live without u, obviously, Im still a happy n siao girl with no u in my life...
However, the truth is I think u're still in my heart...
I ain't like those extreme gals, I can accept that we already break, we aint friends anymore n we dun contact each other at all...
Im not dumb, or can say Im quite rational... I wont choose to jump off a building for a guy or being annoying n keep disturbing the guy...
But how I wish u could tell me y u chose to mia in the first place...
I think I can understand a bit... cus u noe that we cant contact cus we cant be just purely friends after those things happened... n u no need to contact with me cus u got other girls to contact with, I can tell this from ur pics...
Fine, cus I saw u grinned, not like last time... U seem to be happier now:)
I aint a loser just bcus I cant forget ab u or whatever, n I still believe that u're a good person.
I think u worth me to confess all these, as I also told u before, we only live once, so... I dun want to regret...
Sorry for the sms that I sent to u just now, 'Ass'
I still rem u said the song 'Sha Gua' is the best song to describe both of us...
But till now, I think it's the best song for me, not for u...
I tried to find ur num cus I wanted to say happy bday to u on 13June, but I cant find... Dun noe why, I wanted to find ur num again just now, n I found it at the back of my photo, but instead of ur name, I put there 'someone that I want to forget' last time...
I thk u still rem me, cus u have our couple tee that we didnt wear it tgt before, couple ring, my diary for u, present, small small little things, photos, t-shirt that I bought for u... ...n our memories... U cant throw memories away dear...
Lastly, I felt sorry to insult ur english name... n talked shit on ur fren's fb page...
I thk I was angry about some of the comments that u left there...
Nvm, hope we can smile to each other when we meet again:)
